September 24th, 2015 at 10:39pm
The story is pretty well written. A couple of phrases and descriptions sound a touch off when I'm reading them in my head.
Overall I appreciated the story and thought the ending was satisfying. I think my only problem with the story is that I don't think weight should define self worth.
I kind of felt like our main character could have been the doctor working on him after an accident for example. She shouldn't have to be skinny to mean something.
However, I was hoping for a far different end to this. I was cringing for most of the story, not because it was badly written but because I was just... grossed out? I'm not sure if that's the best phrase to describe the feeling. The way the narrator spoke about Angela, it just seemed like a really toxic mindset and it made me pretty uncomfortable.
I like that she resolved to do something and stuck to it, and I like that she went back to sort of shove it in their face, but I really wish there was more body positivity in this piece. Taking care of her body and appearance could have meant that she was staying healthy and learning to love herself and her body, but the way things played out and were worded, it didn't seem like that was really what happened. She said she did it for herself, but it sounded like she was actually doing it because she was bullied into it.
I agree it's funny, in that sick way, that the narrator went from admittedly making fun of her, relentlessly, to wanting to hook up with her. Also that they didn't even recognize Angela after only a year.
On a completely different note, I can't tell who the narrator is. I thought it was a sort of Queen Bee character that was going to end up feeling guilty and eventually coming to respect Angela and becoming friends with her, or maybe trying to get close to her but being rejected because Angela still saw the ugliness in the narrator. That didn't happen, obviously, but also, in the letter it sort of implied that the narrator was male, which isn't a bad thing it just threw me off.
Other than that and a few stylistic things that weren't to my taste (the timing felt off, and the bill at the end confused me for a bit- were they on a date? and he didn't even know her name??), it was an interesting read.
I'm just not sure it really sent the right message.