June 8th, 2017 at 02:03am
I feel like everybody has been scared of being entirely alone in life, and you've done a wonderful job of capturing that here. There's this sense of trepidation and panic that the narrator embodies that are just so realistic and natural as human beings that add a massive amount to this drabble. The line in particular that hit me was the one about not being able to save oneself -- it's such a true thought. I don't think any person has the means to survive entirely on their own. It's human nature to want somebody else there to point out flaws, to correct things and to just make you feel like a person and I honestly can't imagine not having anybody to turn to. It's a terrifying thought, and one that's captured so well here.
I do agree with losing control. in terms of the sentence structure, particularly the first two sentences. It distracts a little from the story by making the structure a little choppy. Aside from that though, I have no qualms. Nice work!
One thing I'd say is that I feel like, with the number of short sentences you used, that it would have flowed better had they been more separated. So the small-ish paragraph you attempted wasn't there and there was only a few words per line, to truly emphasise the impact of each sentence.
But really, other than that, I absolutely love this.