“wondering how he would feel when the time came for them to finally take a significant step forwards. He knew that he wanted to, that he loved Molly and could easily see his future with her, but talking about it and doing it were two different things.”
I don’t understand him! Like.... why is he so hesitant? Idk, I’m having mixed feelings
I think I’m worried that he isn’t going to be as willing to discuss future events... like he’s going to be really hesitant about moving forward seriously. He’s constantly going to be like “we aren’t there yet” or whatever.
I know they are no where near becoming engaged, but.... idk
Why does that no answer the question though? “I want whatever you are willing to give me.” Like no! Tell me you want to be WITH me, that it’s not enough just being friends! That you don’t regret making the move towards something more!
No! It’s not enough! That’s not enough to hold me over until tomorrow!
Ugh. I am so torn. So so so torn. And I still can’t believe that he didn’t do anything after talking to Poppy. I was hoping for something in his POV to let us in on what he is thinking. I am a mess over this story!
GO POPPY!!!!! PUT HIM IN HIS PLACE! I feel no sympathy for him. Ugh. Asshole.
I can’t wait for the next update! I am going to have to keep my mind off of it until tomorrow and idk how I’m gonna do it. I’ve already re read the last couple of chapters more than I want to admit lol.
I DONT UNDERSTAND! Like I really just don’t fucking understand. He wanted to fix it? He knew the moment he left that he wanted to fix it? She FUCKING BORE HER HEART TO HIM, and he just..... ended it? Like that? Over literally nothing. I DONT UNDERSTAND?!
And then the NERVE of him to call her whole family over? Like, I know it’s supposed to be sweet, but I would be so fucking pissed.
He doesnt want to be the reason she gets hurt, YET HE HURT HER WORSE THAN ANYONE?!
AND THEN HE JUST LEFT?! “I don’t want to be the reason you get hurt.” AND THEN HE LEAVES?! Like, WHAT THE FUCK?! Ahshfiwkaocidhrbdgsuskfndjsodnfusiaodjfbfhe
Ugh Gerard Like.... idk whose side I am on. He over reacted, but he probably would have had that same reaction even if she told him when it happened. I just hope neither of them do anything stupid. And he can’t keep throwing the fact that he loved her for a long time in her face. It’s not like she didn’t - she just didn’t do anything because they were friends and he didn’t either!