I Want To Wake Up Where You Are
Teenage Dirt Bag
I had cleaned Adam up, removed all the ice cream from his face, clothes and hair and we were almost ready to go find a park I was in a surprisingly joyous mood and was planning to make the most of it until I was stopped dead in my tracks by the one man who knew how to make my heart flutter and jump no matter how many times I saw him.
“Hey Anna” his voice was soft and calm and he looked dreadful, like he hadn’t slept in days and probably hadn’t changed clothes either. But none the less he looked gorgeous
“Hi” my voice was shaky and timid
“I heard you sing today…you sounded really good”
“Thanks”
“I’m sorry…im sorry I freaked out on you its just…” his words drifted off into unknown territory
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, you had a son…Its just that I know you Max and you weren’t ready to have a kid you were only a kid yourself” I felt the need to defend myself
“So were you” he retorted
“Yea I was…but don’t worry about all this now, after tour you wont have to see either me or Adam ever again and you can just pretend none of this ever happened” I wasn’t going to lie to him but that was the hardest thing I had ever said I wanted Max in my life and that was the truth
“Adam” he repeated the word like it was the only one that made any sense
“Anna I can’t just do that and I don’t want to, I want to be in my son’s life…I want to be in your life”
My first thought was oh my Buddha, did he really just say that or was it my imagination going crazy, I couldn’t look at him in fear that it was only my imagination. He lifted my head with his delicate fingers so that our eyes would meet for the first time in a too long.
“Anna…look at me” his voice was now pleading the once arrogant Max Green was no where to be seen
“I can’t”
“Anna I am never going to hurt you like I did again I learnt my lesson and I have been paying for it for the last 2 and a half years…that’s unless you don’t want me in your li..”
“No Max its not that at all, I want you in my life believe me I do but how do I know…how is this even going to work” I cut him off and he chuckled at my worried self.
“Lets just think about now ok don’t worry about later and how about we just work on getting our relationship back to the way we both know it should be…so friends with maybe benefits” I laughed this was the Max I remembered and I nodded
“So Adam” he looked at me with a great smile as he said our sons name “Do you know who I am?”
Adam merely shock his head
“Im your daddy”
Adam looked at me silently asking for approval or correction or something and all I could do was smile nod at the truth.
“Hey Anna” his voice was soft and calm and he looked dreadful, like he hadn’t slept in days and probably hadn’t changed clothes either. But none the less he looked gorgeous
“Hi” my voice was shaky and timid
“I heard you sing today…you sounded really good”
“Thanks”
“I’m sorry…im sorry I freaked out on you its just…” his words drifted off into unknown territory
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, you had a son…Its just that I know you Max and you weren’t ready to have a kid you were only a kid yourself” I felt the need to defend myself
“So were you” he retorted
“Yea I was…but don’t worry about all this now, after tour you wont have to see either me or Adam ever again and you can just pretend none of this ever happened” I wasn’t going to lie to him but that was the hardest thing I had ever said I wanted Max in my life and that was the truth
“Adam” he repeated the word like it was the only one that made any sense
“Anna I can’t just do that and I don’t want to, I want to be in my son’s life…I want to be in your life”
My first thought was oh my Buddha, did he really just say that or was it my imagination going crazy, I couldn’t look at him in fear that it was only my imagination. He lifted my head with his delicate fingers so that our eyes would meet for the first time in a too long.
“Anna…look at me” his voice was now pleading the once arrogant Max Green was no where to be seen
“I can’t”
“Anna I am never going to hurt you like I did again I learnt my lesson and I have been paying for it for the last 2 and a half years…that’s unless you don’t want me in your li..”
“No Max its not that at all, I want you in my life believe me I do but how do I know…how is this even going to work” I cut him off and he chuckled at my worried self.
“Lets just think about now ok don’t worry about later and how about we just work on getting our relationship back to the way we both know it should be…so friends with maybe benefits” I laughed this was the Max I remembered and I nodded
“So Adam” he looked at me with a great smile as he said our sons name “Do you know who I am?”
Adam merely shock his head
“Im your daddy”
Adam looked at me silently asking for approval or correction or something and all I could do was smile nod at the truth.
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i know its short but very necassaryso i have a delemma one of my stories is about to finish so i would like to start a new one. my problem is i dont know who to make my lead male role i was thinking Oli Sykes but im not sure
so give me oppinions and suggestion
plus no updates till i get like 3 comments so leave comments and let me know what you think
my god im exhaused and im a little hung over lol
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