Im Your Angel Forever and Always

Franks POV

Franks POV
I watch as Gerard runs down the road.
What have I just fucking done?
How stupid could I have been.
It felt like I had just made the biggest fucking mistake of my life.
How could I upset Gerard like that. I never meant a word of it, I thought it would be for the best. But now that I realize it was the most stupidest fucking mistake I could ever make. I had been so dumb so harsh, what the fuck was I on about?
Fucking hell, why did I do that to Gerard he didn’t deserve it now I wish I had never said any of it.
Guilt fills every inch of my body, what had overcome me back then?
I feel like such a fucking ass hole. It had almost felt like it wasn’t me who had said those things, almost as if it was another person.
Pffffttt who was I kidding now I'm just trying to make up excuses to make myself think like it wasn’t me.. How could I be so pathetic…?

Now I really want Gerard....but how could he ever forgive me now...