Slightly Bruised and a Little Bit Used

I've always been horrible at relationships.

Really, I'm the worst.

I'm scared of them, if I'm being completely honest.

I'm scared of comittment, I'm scared of admitting my feelings and feeling vulnerable.

I use people, and I'll be the first to admit I use one in particular.

I never gave him my heart.

...so how did he manage to get a hold of it?


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*I'm going to go ahead and give the whole story a rating for content and language.*

Title Credit: The Lock Down Denial - Cute Is What We Aim For
  1. Prologue/Honest
    This is love and this is lust, now which one do I trust?
  2. Couch/Mini-Marshmallows
    This emergency brought you to me.
  3. Moan/Effect
    The dance floor where I do my best is your, your matress.
  4. Morning/Boyfriend
    ...said it was a one night stand, a one night stand.
  5. Legs/Insane
    If I act like I own the place, it's beacuse I do.
  6. Groceries/Silly
    Medically speaking, you're adorable.
  7. Classy/Fingers
    This is a social scene anyway.
  8. Distraction/Conscience
    I've got a plan, we can't get caught.
  9. Hickey/Whatever
    Are you perspiring from the irony?
  10. Popcorn/Tease
    Pretty please, just trick me...pretty please...
  11. Pay/Hoping
    The arch in your eyebrows can tell the truth...
  12. Gag/Tension
    With that façade, you can do no wrong.
  13. Break/Why
    Drama doesn't follow me; it rides on my back.
  14. Used/Eyebrow
    I am safe, quaint, and eloquent.
  15. Underwear/Etiquette
    Did you, did you hear that I'm so charming?
  16. Quiet/Tears
    Watch those jaws drop.
  17. Talk/Negative
    I'm selfish as selfish comes.
  18. Knowing/Torturing
    This is a sticky situation.
  19. Breakfast/Girlfriend
    You're giving me a run for my money.
  20. Hospital/Scared
    I could tell it was gonna be a long night.
  21. Out/Mood
    Everyone's a letdown, it just depends on how far down they can go.
  22. Love/Barefoot
    Do you think I'm telling you the truth?
  23. Lying/Unbelievable
    I don't break hearts, I just dent them.
  24. Grateful/Pancakes
    I never thought I'd get so low.
  25. Bed/Gentleman
    Do you remember when we were friends, yeah, all the way back then?
  26. Plenty/Easy
    Do your knees go weak when I simply speak?
  27. Forgot/Drink
    In every circle of friends there's a ***.
  28. Reasons/Arguing
    These sheets aren't stopping me.
  29. Scared/Wrong
    This is it for me.
  30. Finally/Elevator
    The same old blood rush with a new touch.
  31. Shower/Glad
    So the rest is up to you.
  32. Epilogue/Relationship
    Practice makes perfect sense to me.
  33. Perfect/Notice
    You have a moan all of your own, and I can feel it down to the bone.
  34. Shiver/Good
    That's what you get when you think about her.
  35. Pathetic/Déjà Vu
    And my way, my way with words.
  36. Touchy/Mine
    The way we're living makes no sense.
  37. Luck/Explanation
    Buttons prove to be sexier in moments like these.
  38. Fingertips/Confused
    These fingertips are moving faster than these lips.
  39. Rejection/Proof
    Your body on my matress is proof.
  40. Challenge/Excited
    You're the habit I can't quit.
  41. Sweat/Satisfaction
    With skin you'll win.
  42. Answers/Impression
    I'm gonna get through to you.
  43. Nothing/Badly
    Don't you wonder why I even loved her?
  44. Busy/Attention
    But my wit won't allow it.
  45. Back/Strange
    I'll be, I'll be your ***.
  46. Serious/Breakfast
    I want someone provacative and talkative.
  47. Thoughtful/Wrong
    If I could find a way to do this over.
  48. Lying/Hurt
    You are a sellout, but you couldn’t even do that right.
  49. Wait/Remembering
    When it comes to you, I can't decide.
  50. Blush/She
    I wanna do so many things to you.
  51. Polite/Stant
    I still love the way you taste.
  52. Again/Vulnerable
    Where does that leave us now?
  53. Was/Record
    Keeping tempos with or without clothes.
  54. Towel/Eat
    I should've known that she could be my savior.
  55. Epilogue/Anniversary
    I'm gonna make sure this is better than before.