I´m trying

'New Years, Woho.' I thought sarcastically. I didn’t want to do anything on New Years, I don’t know how I let Alicia convince me that going to the “My Chem.” party was a good idea. That meant seeing Gerard and his perfect fucking wife.
She and Mikey picked me up from my apartment.
We were in the car.
“So Frankie, are you exited?” Alicia asked me.
“No” I said pathetically. I was sitting in the back of the car.
She looked at Mikey. He kept driving.
“But it's New Years!” She tried again.
“And?”
She sighed.
“Hey guys, I appreciated that you’re trying to cheer me up, but don’t.”
“C’mon…” Mikey began
“Stop. I know you know.” I pointed at him.
“What?” He said looking me through the mirror.
“About me and Gerard”
Mikey looked embarrassed. “So I suppose that you,” I pointed at Alicia, “already know too.”
“Frank. I’m sorry.” She really look sincere
“It’s helpless.” I said crossing my arms. “Just drive to the fucking party.”
“Mickey, you should.” She looked at her husband.
“Ali!!!” Mikey left a scream leave his mouth. “Don’t.”
“What?” I asked.
“Nothing” Mikey said nervously.
“Nothing?” She was beginning to despair.
“Frank, do you still love Gerard?” She suddenly asked me.
“I…” I couldn’t respond.
“SEE!?! It’s your duty! Do the right thing” Mickey kept looking to the front.
“Alicia stop, please, it’s none of your business.”
“I’m confused…..” I was trying to get a hint of the matter, but I was clueless.
“It’s nothing.” He said more to Alicia than to me.
“He has to know the truth. You don’t have to protect him all the time.” She was moving her hands hysterically.
“Can someone explain me what’s going on? Please.”
They exchanged looks.
“Your choice.” She put her hand on his leg and squeezed.
“Okay...” Mikey said, defeated.
Alicia smiled at him and give him a quick kiss on the cheek.
“The thing is…” Alicia started