Beautiful Miracles

I parked infront of the studio and got out grabbing the diaper bag and I undid Alex's seatbelt and picked him up. I shut the door and locked the truck and walked into the building..

"Roxy! You don't even look like you had a kid!" Ryan smiled and I smile dback..

"Alex.. This is Ryan," I said and Alex hid his face in my neck..

"Shay just like his mom," Ryan smiled and we walked into the recording studio. I set Alex down on the couch with a bottle and he smiled and drank it slowly..

Ryan handed me the lyrics and I walked into the booth.. I got everything ready then warmed up a little then we started recording..

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.

I sang smiling and the recording stopped.

"Perfect! You may leave Roxy," Ryan smiled and I wlaked out and grabbed Alex and the diaper bag. I walked back outside and I buckled him back in then got ino the drivers seat.

I drove hom and heard yelling.. I grabbed Alex and the bag and walked inside. I carried Alex with me but I put head phone on his ears and start my i-pod.

"Shut the hell up!" i snaped and the yelling stopped. I went into the kitchen..

"Kevin. Get the hell out of my house. No shit. Out!" I yelled and he walked out..

"You are grown men. You should be fight. It's dumb as hell. I don't want to come home to this anymore, or I'm leaving!" I snapped at them and walked upstairs with Alex..