Can Love Be Love If Your Not Loved

Milly was back against the door with Matt walking towards her, her knee's felt like jelly but she couldn't fall to the floor not just yet anyway. When Matt got to her he took hold of her hands and moved them so they were above her head and pinned them there,

"Now how could I get that key to get out??" he whispered to her,

he pushed his lips onto hers softly at first but then started to get more intence, Milly just stood there held up by Matt pinning her to the door, she just hoped that her friend didn't come looking for her, Matt's kissing wiped that thought out of her head when he started kissing along her jaw line again, she started to go on her tip toes when he did as the feeling as so new and nice to her touch,

"I still can't think of a way" he said inbetween kisses,

Milly's toes were curling from the lovely feeling she was getting, her head was spinning and her knee's still felt like jelly, Matt suddenly started kissing down her neck which made her shiver in a nice way Matt felt this and smiled. He stopped at the edge of her top and stayed there for a second,

"What would you do if I...??" he asked looking up at her face,

Milly's head was in the clouds as he said it so nothing really sank in, he started kissing back up her neck and then stopped and gazed into her bright blue eyes, she stared into his deep brown eyes and smiled,

"What would you want to do??" she asked through her smile,

Matt's hands then let go of her hands and started moving down her arms, past her chest, down her sides and then under her top, Milly went a bright crimson as Matt did and then sighed,

"I would let you, I...I just don't feel like this would be the place too" she said looking towards the floor in shame,

Matt's hands stayed on her back and slowly twisted so his back was on the door, Milly looked at him surprised and then knew what he was thinking, she took the key from out her back pocket and placed it in the lock *click* the door then swung open and they stumbled out into the cold breeze hallway,

"Now where would we go??" Matt asked her,

he took his hands from under her top and held onto her hand, she smiled at him and pulled him gently to her room just across the hall. She pushed the door open and turned to Matt, he pushed his lips to hers quickly and pushed her into the room while pushing the door shut after them, the room was dark and Milly quickly looked for the switch but Matt took her hand and wrapped it around his waist,

"We don't need the light" he said starting to kiss her neck again,

Milly stepped back and with that found her bed and fell onto it with Matt on top, he pushed her up so that her head was laying on the pillows and took her hands placing them above her head again, he started moving down her neck kissing it slowly but seductively,

"Would you let me??... I shouldn't be doing this" Matt said stopping and laying his head on her chest,

"We don't have to do anything we don't want too" Milly said silently,

she got one of her hands from Matt's grasp and took it to his head then started stroking it slightly, Matt looked up and Milly pulled him slightly so he was laying right next to her,

"With all that thing with Seth, I shouldn't do this to you" Matt said shaking a little,

Milly layed onto her side and then so did Matt, they gazed into each others eyes for a moment when suddenly the door swung open and the light flicked on,

"Oi Milly...Oh whoa ok goodbye mister gotta talk to my best mate here" Shana stormed in,

"No Shana, you can go away your the one that has stormed in my house now get out alright get out now" Milly shouted at her friend,

Matt held Milly down so that she wouldn't have gone and wacked her one, Shana's face turned to shock and then tears started floading down her face,

"That's what I need when my boyfriend just split up with me, thanks alot friend" Shana whinned before slamming the door shut behind her,

Milly's was shocked and she was about to run after Shana but got held back by Matt, she layed back down and stared at him, he sighed and pulled her close to him wrapping his arm around her waist,

"You shouldn't chase after her, that's what she wants you to do" Matt whipsered into her ear,

"But she's my friend, what if she thinks of doing something stupid??" Milly responded,

"She won't, I can tell from the way she spoke she won't do anything I promise you" he whispered to her, pulling her closer,

Milly gazed into Matt's eyes and smiled, Matt gave her a smile back and then pushed slowly his lips to hers taking over them almost straight away, Milly tightened her grasp on Matt as he did to her. Matt started to kiss down Milly's neck again which made Milly start holding onto him and grabbing the back of his shirt,

"You like me doing this don't you" he whispered in kisses,

Milly grunted a yes holding onto Matt more as he got to the edge of her top again, he sighed then pulled away resting his head on her chest again, he listening to her rapidly beating heart and starting thinking, why was I so fond of this girl?? I saved her life and now I'm being someone I shouldn't be to her, I'm something she doesn't know exsist, why am I here??. Milly's hand came to Matt's head and ruffled with his hair,

"Oh sorry" he said as he moved his head back up to level hers,

she shoke her head and smiled, Milly didn't want this moment to end she was so happy about herself for once that nothing mattered, then that horrible memory came back with force, she tensed up and Matt felt this and started to panic,

"Whats the matter?? where does it hurt?? let me help...somehow" he said sitting up paniced,

Milly pulled him back and then locked their lips together tightly, that did the job nicely, Matt was so surprised at the whole thing Milly was winning the fight so to speak Milly then wrapped her arms around Matt's neck and pushed him into the kiss more and aggressively,

"Whoa" Matt let ok silently,

Matt's shock wore off slowly and he turned into the Matt Milly graved for, he tightened his hold on her pushing her so close to him that they were nearly one while kissing her so intense making her shiver sometimes, Milly got brave and moved her hands to his back with no warning she started letting her hands slide up his shirt Matt shivered at her touch but then copied her slightly by moving his hands down her back and resting them on her ass, with that Matt pulled away and looked ashamed,

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" he kept saying over and over again,

Milly moved her face right infront of his and smiled,

"Don't be sorry, please don't be sorry" she whispered in a chimed voice,

Matt's ears rang which made him smile, he gently pushed his lips to hers again but this time it was almost like she was glass and he didn't want to break her, his hands then started their way up the front of her top stroking her stomach gently giving Milly goosebumps everywhere, would he go further?? Milly thought to herself.