Can Love Be Love If Your Not Loved

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"It's 7o'clock already?? that's not fair" Milly stirred awake slowly,

"Yep, you fell asleep really quick last night" Matt whispered to her with a smile,

Milly jumped at the sound of Matt's voice but then sqweezed him tightly, I didn't know he had stayed over Milly said in her head but wiped it away when his lips touched hers so very carefully, they layed there lips locked holding onto each other close nothing could come between them ever but then Milly remembered something and pulled away unwillingly,

"I've got to go to work" her voice showing so much sadness,

"Ok, I'll come too I'm sure they won't mind, where do you work??" Matt asked trying to cheer her up,

"Er...um...the cloth shop down the road" she said hiding her face from his view,

"Whats wrong with that??" he whispered into her ear,

"They don't let anyone stay in there for more then half hour" she mumbled from his chest,

he moved her face slowly by her chin with his warm pale hand and smiled at her red upset face,

"I don't care if they don't let anyone stay in for that long, I will get myself there and nothing will stop me" he giggled as he said it,

he gently then pushed his lips to hers so she couldn't argue back he took over hers in an instant but she did put up a fight to his. Milly's head was like usual spinning so fast she felt like she was going to fall off the bed even though she was in the middle of it but then she heard a voice at the back of her head,

"Milly, you will never run away from me never!!"

Milly jumped scareing both herself and Matt, she held onto Matt tighter hopeing she would never let him go wishing that the voice would never come again but thought of it again and again,

"Milly, what happened??" Matt said trying to breathe,

she didn't say anything she just held onto Matt with everything she had in her but then she was being pulled off and held at an angle where Matt could see her scared tearful eyes,

"Milly tell me please" he said making sure she couldn't hide away again,

"I heard something, a voice I never want to hear again ok, there I told you" she quickly said before pushing past his hold and glued herself to him even tighter then before,

Matt moved a hand to her face gently moving it to look at him, he smiled at her then pressed his lips onto hers. He and Milly became breathless when they started kissing each other more intensely moving each others hands to the others face holdng them close not letting them pull away which they didn't want to anyway, then Milly's alarm went off again and the both sighed and let go of each other just didn't part lips,

"I really should go" Milly whispered as they kissed slower,

"I know you should but I don't want you too" Matt said smiling in the slow kiss,

she smiled too while giggling, blushing more then before, her hands started to go up his sides making him shiver slightly she moved them up underneath his top giggling everytime he shivered at the touch of her cold hands he took this and moved down to her neck kissing it with biting a little, Milly moaned a little pleasuring moan as he did and moved her hands further up his shirt,

"You like it??" Matt chuckled between kisses,

Milly smiled while giggling, of course she liked it she loved it Matt knew this so carried on, Milly's hands moved down Matt's stomach to suddenly be pulling at the bottom of his top she started sliding it up with Matt still kissing and biting her neck,

"Is my top leaving us??" Matt giggled,

"Yep, I don't like it" Milly giggled back with a little moan after as Matt was making her neck feel like a night club in one,

Matt helped her take his top off then carried on pleasuring Milly's neck his hands moved her face a little to get more of her neck while Milly layed there with her hands moving up and down his stomach and chest,

"See there isn't much under my top" he chuckled as Milly let out another moan,

she started curling her arms around him pulling herself closer to him her hands were stroking his back then moved down towards his ass, Matt got a shock when Milly's hands were making there way under his jeans laying on his ass, she's got confident Matt thought, Matt continued pleasuring Milly's neck by kissing it, biting it and sometimes sucking on it he could tell she was best pleased with it so carried on more as she sqweezed his ass everytime he bit her neck,

"Reaction is that??" Matt chuckled,

Milly made a sound for yes giggling along to him, Matt then thought of something,

"I'm not like her, I shouldn't be biting her I just shouldn't"

"Ok I really should go, I've got 10 minutes to get there, it takes me that long to walk" Milly said unwillingly,

Matt bit hard onto her neck and then kissed it better, she yepled but chuckled afterwards. Matt got up starting to look for his top somewhere as Milly had thrown it somewhere across the room as he was looking for it Milly got up walked over to her chest of draws and pulled out clean clothes, a plain white shirt-skinny black jeans-clean underwear and her favourite white belt,

"I'm going to the bathroom to get dressed" she giggled as she watched Matt search for his top, "I'll leave you hunting"

as she walked out she giggled to herself as when she looked at her bundle of clothes she saw the missing top huddled under her clean one. She got into the bathroom turned to lock the door then turned back to the bundle of clothes she had placed onto the floor, she started taking off her dirty top it got a little stuck on her head but finally got it off and threw it into the washing box,

"Watching me isn't going to help your situation" she said with a smile,

Matt then came from the corner of the bathroom smiling at what he saw, Milly's face went bright red as she started covering herself up Matt smiled walking towards her,

"Why cover up such a beautiful body??" Matt said when he was standing infront of her,

Milly gasped for air thinking nothing but that one memory that she wanted to forget so badly, Matt wrapped his warm comforting arms around her humming the lullaby in her ear,

"I shouldn't have said that I'm sorry" he whispered to her,

she dropped the clean top she had picked up to cover herself wrapping her arms around him and sqweezing him tightly, they were holding each other tightly Matt with no top on and Milly with just her bra on -she had trousers on of course-, Milly looked up to meet Matt's gazing eyes,

"It doesn't matter, it was something someone said once and I'm never going to forget him" she said a little shaken,

Matt gave her a puzzled look but didn't press on with the quwery in hand, he gently moved his face closer to hers but she finished by pressing her lips hard onto his suddenly Milly was against the door pinned by Matt and she liked it, Matt grabbed her hands pinning them higher then they were on the door kissing her lips harder when ever she fought back. When Matt knew Milly was pretty happy with his kissing he started to move down with it, he went across her jaw line slowly but pationately then down her neck biting it now and then, he stopped for a little bit at the bottom of her neck thinking where to go next where she wouldn't feel bad about it,

"What you doing down there??" Milly giggled to him,

"What if I went further down??" he asked in kisses like usual,

Milly's face went bright red, Matt started kissing back up her neck with her starting to shiver when Matt got to the side of her mouth, he moved one of his hands to her ass with one sliding it's way up her stomach towards her chest,

"Where's that hand going??" she said shivering slightly to his sudden cold touch,

his hand stopped just beneath her bra shocked at what he was doing, 'I shouldn't be doing this' he thought to himself over and over again, Milly wanted him to move his hand up further she knew what ever he did it would make her feel fantastic but she really didn't want him to feel bad about doing anything, Matt moved back to her neck biting it more then kissing it along the way down he wanted her to feel like the only girl in the world but kept thinking why he shouldn't be doing this,

"I was wondering" Milly grasped out slowly,

"What was that??" Matt said slightly stopping the pleasure he was giving Milly,

"Um...how did you get in here??, I locked the door and by the feel of it it's still locked" she whispered in a pleasured tone,

Matt didn't answer, how could he tell her that he had ran out her window across the house wall and then into the bathroom window??. Matt stopped completely backing away from Milly which shocked her slightly making her worry and then sat in a corner of the bathroom starting to huddle himself into a ball,

"Matt!" Milly shouted as she followed him then wrapping her arms around his tight body,

"Milly, you've got to stay away from me for a little while, I don't want to hurt you" Matt mumbled from his knees,

Milly stepped back nearly tripping over her clean clothes that where still on the floor, Matt rushed to her quickly stopping her from falling then when he made sure she was balanced properly he rushed back to the corner and huddled himself back into a tight ball,

"Get dressed, I won't look I promise" he said under his breath,

Milly thought about it for a while she hadn't had someone else in the same room when she got dressed ever but somehow in Matt's voice it helped her stop worrying so she got dressed. When she had finished she flung all of her dirty clothes into the washing box watching Matt every second,

"Um...I'm done..." she said scared,

he looked up slowly, his brown eyes were suddenly all black which made Milly jump inside she took a step towards him but he raised his hand to stop her,

"Ok I need to get out for a little bit, you better get to work or you'll get the sack" he said scaring Milly even more,

"But I don't want to leave you on your own" her eyes filling up with tears,

Matt sighed then stood up he walked slowly over to her and gazed into her eyes, she saw the blackness that was now his whole eye trying to figure out where the colour had gone,

"I'm not who you think I am" Matt said distant,

he moved his face to her ear,

"I love you" he whispered,

she melted inside then when she looked up he was gone, the door had been unlocked it was closing by itself too. What did he mean?? 'I'm not who you think I am' what was that suppose to mean?? she thought to herself as she got ready for work and quickly dashed out of the house.