Love Since the First Time I Laid Eyes on You

Waking up alone...

Franks POV

I wake in the morning alone in Gerards bedroom.
I start to panic a bit.
Thoughts start rushing through my head.
Where is Gerard??...Why isnt he in bed next to me??...
Geez fuck Im just being paranoid he's probably down stairs having a coffee or something..
But I have a gut feeling he's doing something completely different...
I lay in bed for a bit longer trying to hear noises of Gerard downstairs but all I can hear is a dead silence.
Suddenly I hear a car pull up the driveway then two doors open.
I can hear a girl giggling and Gerards voice..
What the FUCK!!!!!
"Shhhh, keep your voice down you'll wake Frankie up" Gerard says to her.
"Who gives a fuck, its only that pansy bastard, why dont you just hurry up and dump him" the girl replies.
"Not yet" Gerard says.
What the fuck is happening?? Is Gerard cheating on me with a GIRL!!!!
I decide to go to the window for a closer look.
Cautiously I open a small crack in the curtain and take a peak through it..
I see Gerard cuddling with a girl with blonde hair.
What the fuck!!!
I recognize who the girl is..Its Jessica captain of the cheerleader squad..
What the fucking hell was Gerard doing with her!!!!
She has a boyfriend already, Dan the leader of all jocks..
What the helll was Gerard thinking...I thought he loved me...

"Okay well, ive gotta go" Jessica says to GErard.
"Okay then baby" Gerard replies embracing his lips with hers in a kiss.
Then she leaves and Gerard enter the house...
I quickly jump back in bed and close my eyes...
I try to think to myself that I didnot just see what I saw and that Gerard is not cheating on me with a cheerleader!!!!!!
I keep thinking Gerard loves me...He'd never cheat on me...He'd never leave me for someone like her...
But by what I just saw...Gerard must love her more than me...