Status: completed
California Love A7X
First day without Jenn
Brian: fuck! Where could she have put it? Seriously.
I stood a few feet behind my cousin. His hands on his hips as he scanned the room over and over again. Looking for a place he might have missed.
Brian: if I were Jenn, where would I hide a cross?
I laughed a bit shaking my head.
Brian: you find this funny?
He looked at me over his shoulder.
Melly: oh no. Its quite serious.
His eyes narrowed slightly. Then went back to scanning the room. Jimmy came tromping into the room.
Jimmy: what are you looking for? Cause its not in here.
Brian: how do you know? You didn't even let me answer.
Jimmy: well you've been in here for an entire episode of Power Rangers. You would think you would have found it by that time.
Brian: Jim-
Jimmy: Melly is Johnny coming over later?
I shrugged.
Melly: I don't know. Call him via phone and ask him. He's your friend too Jimmy.
Jimmy: but another episode of Power Rangers is going to be on.
Brian: Jimmy, ofcourse Johnny is gonna come over. He's practically in love with my cousin.
Melly: no.
Jimmy and Brian exchanged a look. Jimmy started cracking up.
Melly: what's so funny?
Jimmy: I like that. Melly, you, me pool later.
He laughed his way into the living room.
Brian: I got it.
Melly: what?
Brian: ofcourse why didn't I think of it before.
He headed outside and I followed. Keys jingled in his hand. I watched as he searched Jenn's car. Another nice sunny day in Cali. Love it.
Melly: you think she would actually keep it in there?
Brian: what do you think?
He held the cross up. A mixture of accomplishment and a frown settled on his face.
Melly: guess she would.
Brian: are you absolutely sure you didn't know this was in here?
His eyes narrowed drastically.
Melly: Why would I take part of it?
Brian: why wouldn't you? I see how sneaky you and Jenn are.
Melly: what?
Brian: getting Johnny to stay here. I know you devised it.
Melly: yeah right cus. I told you straight up its cool if you say no.
I crossed my arms.
Melly: plus dude its your house. Its up to you, Jenn, and Jimmy what goes and what stays.
Brian: fine fine. I believe you.
Melly: thank you.
Brian: but I'm keeping these eyes on you.
He pointed at his face then at me. His face was meant to be an intimidating warning. I couldn't help but laugh.
Melly: well now that you found it, why don't you hang it up?
He nodded and proceeded to the door. Taking a step back he admired it.
Brian: looks fuckin' badass. Let's go out for a drink.
Melly: now? Isn't it kinda early?
Brian: no, not really. I didn't mean now though. Tonight. We should go out for a drink. Tell your boyfriend you're busy tonight when he comes.
Melly: he's not my boyfriend.
He rolled his eyes.
Brian: yeah ok. Just tell him.
Melly: I will.
He smiled. Then put an arm on my shoulders, leading me inside.
Brian: lunch?
Melly: what do you want?
Brian: no, I'll make it today.
He said matter factually.
Melly: really? Ok.
Brian: what do ya feel like eating? I make a mean turkey sandwich.
Melly: that sounds good.
Brian: awesome because that's all I feel like making.
I sat at the counter on the island. Brian went back and forth grabbing various things that go in a sandwich. His sandwiches anyway. He stopped to look beyond me then went back to the food. I looked over my shoulder.
Melly: Matt!
Matt: hey Mel. Brian.
Brian: what up?
Matt: nothing just visiting.
Brian: me and Melly found the cross.
Matt: I saw that. Looks amazing as ever.
Brian: it does.
Matt: how goes it without Jenn?
Brian: horrible I got to wash my own clothes.
Matt: I was asking Melly.
Brian: oh.
Melly: its weird.
Matt: that's cause she holds this place together.
Brian placed a plate infront of me. I inspected the sandwich.
Brian: what you don't trust my sandwich making abilities?
Melly: just lookin' at it.
He made a face.
Brian: eat it.
Just as I went to grab it. A pale hand snatched it from my plate. I think everyone could seriously hear my face fall with sadness. I recognized that smooth milky skin anywhere though.
Matt: oh poor Melly.
Brian: you're an asshole.
Zacky's muffled laughter filled my ears. His happy looking face almost made up for him taking my sandwich.
Zacky: hey man ya snooze ya lose.
I gave Brian a sad pouty face. He came to my side and hugged me.
Brian: I'm sorry that big fat ugly smelly shitty rude obnoxious monster took your sandwich. I'll make a more special one for you.
Zacky: I do not smell.
Brian: maybe not today.
Zacky shrugged. He took a seat next to me. My reflex was to move. I did much to quickly. Brian noticed and perked a brow. He shot me a questioning look. I turned towards Matt. He smiled.
Matt: where's your boyfriend?
Melly: he's not my boyfriend.
Matt: right.
Jimmy came walking in laughing more loudly than necessary. We all looked at him.
Jimmy: what?
We all shook our heads.
Jimmy: sandwiches? I want one.
Brian: ugh. I had planned on only making one for me and Melly. And maybe another one for me.
Melly: I'll help you cus.
It was a frenzy. The three asking for sandwich after sandwich. We were lucky the others weren't here. By the time I got to mine I wasn't sure if I was even hungry anymore. Watching them eat like that kinda made my stomach turn.
Brian: annoying assholes. Sorry about that Melly.
Melly: for what your friends being hungry? That's just human nature.
Brian: where's Johnny?
Melly: I don't know.
I shrugged unconcerned.
Brian: you two cool? Or is something up? Need me to kick his ass?
I smiled and shook my head.
Melly: you sound like my brother.
Brian: hope that's a good thing.
Melly: it is. I've been bringing up going back home.
Brian's attention was more serious.
Brian: oh yeah?
I nodded.
Melly: yeah. He doesn't like it. I don't really plan on going back but...
Brian: its something we've all got to remember that could happen. Despite how much some of us don't like that.
He put an arm on my shoulder.
Melly: I think he might be mad.
Brian: psh. That fuckin' kid. I don't think he could ever be mad at you. Ever.
Melly: I hope not.
Brian: so tell me something cus.
Melly: what?
Brian: what's with Zacky?
Melly: what do you mean?
Brian: I notice your sudden avoidance.
Melly: he's an asshole.
He shook his head.
Brian: Jenn's noticed too. What's up. Tell me.
Melly: nothing. I've never really talked to him to begin with.
Brian: you guys seemed cool for like ten seconds. Always talking about zombies and shit.
Melly: zombies only last so long Brian. Plus I'm always here or with Johnny.
Brian: I thought for sure you liked him.
Melly: why?
Brian: cause you talk about him in your sleep and you're always staring at him.
I had nothing to say against that. Its true. I poked at my sandwich. Avoiding my cousins brown eyes. The thing me and him shared for sure.
Brian: Melly are you unhappy here?
I quickly looked at him.
Melly: no. I love it here. Just cause I've been weird lately or whatever doesn't mean I'm unhappy. I'm happier here than I have been back home for a long time. I'm just having an off stretch of time.
Brian: cause if you were unhappy, you'd just have to tell me. So I could try to help fix the problem.
Melly: my problem is you thinking I'm not happy here with you and everyone else.
Brian: tomorrow we can all go to the beach.
Melly: tomorrow is Sunday.
Brian: Sundays used to be beach day. I'm sure Johnny has told you all about that though.
Melly: he has. He tries to tell me the ins and outs of how and what you guys used to do.
Brian: he's good about remembering those days. Despite his drinking habits.
Melly: he's not all that bad of a guy.
Brian: no. They all aren't that bad.
Melly: except for Zacky.
Brian: naw even he is pretty decent. Despite how much of a dick he seems to be. He cares a lot for his friends and family.
Melly: I haven't seen it. Seems more like he likes to piss everyone off.
Brian: he does but we hardly take it seriously.
I take it seriously. Maybe we aren't talking about the same Zacky.
Zacky: you two just gonna stay in here all afternoon or what?
Brian: what is it with you and disrupting private conversations?
Zacky: ehh just like to be a party pooper.
I stood a few feet behind my cousin. His hands on his hips as he scanned the room over and over again. Looking for a place he might have missed.
Brian: if I were Jenn, where would I hide a cross?
I laughed a bit shaking my head.
Brian: you find this funny?
He looked at me over his shoulder.
Melly: oh no. Its quite serious.
His eyes narrowed slightly. Then went back to scanning the room. Jimmy came tromping into the room.
Jimmy: what are you looking for? Cause its not in here.
Brian: how do you know? You didn't even let me answer.
Jimmy: well you've been in here for an entire episode of Power Rangers. You would think you would have found it by that time.
Brian: Jim-
Jimmy: Melly is Johnny coming over later?
I shrugged.
Melly: I don't know. Call him via phone and ask him. He's your friend too Jimmy.
Jimmy: but another episode of Power Rangers is going to be on.
Brian: Jimmy, ofcourse Johnny is gonna come over. He's practically in love with my cousin.
Melly: no.
Jimmy and Brian exchanged a look. Jimmy started cracking up.
Melly: what's so funny?
Jimmy: I like that. Melly, you, me pool later.
He laughed his way into the living room.
Brian: I got it.
Melly: what?
Brian: ofcourse why didn't I think of it before.
He headed outside and I followed. Keys jingled in his hand. I watched as he searched Jenn's car. Another nice sunny day in Cali. Love it.
Melly: you think she would actually keep it in there?
Brian: what do you think?
He held the cross up. A mixture of accomplishment and a frown settled on his face.
Melly: guess she would.
Brian: are you absolutely sure you didn't know this was in here?
His eyes narrowed drastically.
Melly: Why would I take part of it?
Brian: why wouldn't you? I see how sneaky you and Jenn are.
Melly: what?
Brian: getting Johnny to stay here. I know you devised it.
Melly: yeah right cus. I told you straight up its cool if you say no.
I crossed my arms.
Melly: plus dude its your house. Its up to you, Jenn, and Jimmy what goes and what stays.
Brian: fine fine. I believe you.
Melly: thank you.
Brian: but I'm keeping these eyes on you.
He pointed at his face then at me. His face was meant to be an intimidating warning. I couldn't help but laugh.
Melly: well now that you found it, why don't you hang it up?
He nodded and proceeded to the door. Taking a step back he admired it.
Brian: looks fuckin' badass. Let's go out for a drink.
Melly: now? Isn't it kinda early?
Brian: no, not really. I didn't mean now though. Tonight. We should go out for a drink. Tell your boyfriend you're busy tonight when he comes.
Melly: he's not my boyfriend.
He rolled his eyes.
Brian: yeah ok. Just tell him.
Melly: I will.
He smiled. Then put an arm on my shoulders, leading me inside.
Brian: lunch?
Melly: what do you want?
Brian: no, I'll make it today.
He said matter factually.
Melly: really? Ok.
Brian: what do ya feel like eating? I make a mean turkey sandwich.
Melly: that sounds good.
Brian: awesome because that's all I feel like making.
I sat at the counter on the island. Brian went back and forth grabbing various things that go in a sandwich. His sandwiches anyway. He stopped to look beyond me then went back to the food. I looked over my shoulder.
Melly: Matt!
Matt: hey Mel. Brian.
Brian: what up?
Matt: nothing just visiting.
Brian: me and Melly found the cross.
Matt: I saw that. Looks amazing as ever.
Brian: it does.
Matt: how goes it without Jenn?
Brian: horrible I got to wash my own clothes.
Matt: I was asking Melly.
Brian: oh.
Melly: its weird.
Matt: that's cause she holds this place together.
Brian placed a plate infront of me. I inspected the sandwich.
Brian: what you don't trust my sandwich making abilities?
Melly: just lookin' at it.
He made a face.
Brian: eat it.
Just as I went to grab it. A pale hand snatched it from my plate. I think everyone could seriously hear my face fall with sadness. I recognized that smooth milky skin anywhere though.
Matt: oh poor Melly.
Brian: you're an asshole.
Zacky's muffled laughter filled my ears. His happy looking face almost made up for him taking my sandwich.
Zacky: hey man ya snooze ya lose.
I gave Brian a sad pouty face. He came to my side and hugged me.
Brian: I'm sorry that big fat ugly smelly shitty rude obnoxious monster took your sandwich. I'll make a more special one for you.
Zacky: I do not smell.
Brian: maybe not today.
Zacky shrugged. He took a seat next to me. My reflex was to move. I did much to quickly. Brian noticed and perked a brow. He shot me a questioning look. I turned towards Matt. He smiled.
Matt: where's your boyfriend?
Melly: he's not my boyfriend.
Matt: right.
Jimmy came walking in laughing more loudly than necessary. We all looked at him.
Jimmy: what?
We all shook our heads.
Jimmy: sandwiches? I want one.
Brian: ugh. I had planned on only making one for me and Melly. And maybe another one for me.
Melly: I'll help you cus.
It was a frenzy. The three asking for sandwich after sandwich. We were lucky the others weren't here. By the time I got to mine I wasn't sure if I was even hungry anymore. Watching them eat like that kinda made my stomach turn.
Brian: annoying assholes. Sorry about that Melly.
Melly: for what your friends being hungry? That's just human nature.
Brian: where's Johnny?
Melly: I don't know.
I shrugged unconcerned.
Brian: you two cool? Or is something up? Need me to kick his ass?
I smiled and shook my head.
Melly: you sound like my brother.
Brian: hope that's a good thing.
Melly: it is. I've been bringing up going back home.
Brian's attention was more serious.
Brian: oh yeah?
I nodded.
Melly: yeah. He doesn't like it. I don't really plan on going back but...
Brian: its something we've all got to remember that could happen. Despite how much some of us don't like that.
He put an arm on my shoulder.
Melly: I think he might be mad.
Brian: psh. That fuckin' kid. I don't think he could ever be mad at you. Ever.
Melly: I hope not.
Brian: so tell me something cus.
Melly: what?
Brian: what's with Zacky?
Melly: what do you mean?
Brian: I notice your sudden avoidance.
Melly: he's an asshole.
He shook his head.
Brian: Jenn's noticed too. What's up. Tell me.
Melly: nothing. I've never really talked to him to begin with.
Brian: you guys seemed cool for like ten seconds. Always talking about zombies and shit.
Melly: zombies only last so long Brian. Plus I'm always here or with Johnny.
Brian: I thought for sure you liked him.
Melly: why?
Brian: cause you talk about him in your sleep and you're always staring at him.
I had nothing to say against that. Its true. I poked at my sandwich. Avoiding my cousins brown eyes. The thing me and him shared for sure.
Brian: Melly are you unhappy here?
I quickly looked at him.
Melly: no. I love it here. Just cause I've been weird lately or whatever doesn't mean I'm unhappy. I'm happier here than I have been back home for a long time. I'm just having an off stretch of time.
Brian: cause if you were unhappy, you'd just have to tell me. So I could try to help fix the problem.
Melly: my problem is you thinking I'm not happy here with you and everyone else.
Brian: tomorrow we can all go to the beach.
Melly: tomorrow is Sunday.
Brian: Sundays used to be beach day. I'm sure Johnny has told you all about that though.
Melly: he has. He tries to tell me the ins and outs of how and what you guys used to do.
Brian: he's good about remembering those days. Despite his drinking habits.
Melly: he's not all that bad of a guy.
Brian: no. They all aren't that bad.
Melly: except for Zacky.
Brian: naw even he is pretty decent. Despite how much of a dick he seems to be. He cares a lot for his friends and family.
Melly: I haven't seen it. Seems more like he likes to piss everyone off.
Brian: he does but we hardly take it seriously.
I take it seriously. Maybe we aren't talking about the same Zacky.
Zacky: you two just gonna stay in here all afternoon or what?
Brian: what is it with you and disrupting private conversations?
Zacky: ehh just like to be a party pooper.