Love For Another
Again..
I was back home now, but I had to go to rehab every day.
I just kept on getting angry and depressed for no reason. I know now that I still shouldn’t be on this earth I should be dead! Buried, murdered, people morning for me I don’t care just dead. I should have cut so much deeper.
But yet again, something made me stop, not just thinking, moving, everything, I think I even stoped breathing for a second. But it was Emily. Just Emily, my beautiful girlfriend, what would she have done if I died, how would she have felt, would she followed my act.
I began to feel sick. Then I felt it. It felt the pain on my wrist. It was more then I hopped. It was never this bad. I felt the blood fall on me. I didn’t really think I was going to cut so deep. But I did… oh, god I hope mum doesn’t find out I did it again. I better not tell Emily, she will get upset.
I just kept on getting angry and depressed for no reason. I know now that I still shouldn’t be on this earth I should be dead! Buried, murdered, people morning for me I don’t care just dead. I should have cut so much deeper.
But yet again, something made me stop, not just thinking, moving, everything, I think I even stoped breathing for a second. But it was Emily. Just Emily, my beautiful girlfriend, what would she have done if I died, how would she have felt, would she followed my act.
I began to feel sick. Then I felt it. It felt the pain on my wrist. It was more then I hopped. It was never this bad. I felt the blood fall on me. I didn’t really think I was going to cut so deep. But I did… oh, god I hope mum doesn’t find out I did it again. I better not tell Emily, she will get upset.