A Twist In My Story
Thirteen.
I've been home for a week and already changes are becoming aparent. Yeah, they didn't let me go home...
I had moved into an appartment only a bit away from my friends and school... my old life. They had something like a gym in the basement and there was always someone at my side.
Okay... maybe not always. I could be in the bathroom alone, but that's it.
I've found it hard to sleep, though it wasn't exactly because I wasn't tired, or the person watching from the corner. Honestly I think I'd feel better being monitored by a camera, but I wouldn't say anything. The reason was because I was afraid. I was afraid that if I lulled myself into a sense of false safety, maybe something would happen. If I wasn't alert enough to call out to the boys...
I didn't want to go there.
I hadn't talked to my friends in what felt like years, and I can only assume they'd forgotten about me. It would be less of a danger right?
Maybe people thought of me as dead. From betrayal? Or accident?
I had to stop thinking so I turned to the person watching me at the moment. Baine.
"Baine. Are you albino?" I asked curiously. He never talks to me and I had always wondered.
"No."
"Will you talk to me?"
"No."
"You just did." I muttered and he only shrugged. I was supposed to be sleeping but tonight was different, I was wide awake and I couldn't sleep even if I tried. Will seemed to be avoiding me and I needed to know why... even if he wouldn't tell me himself.
Smiling I jumped off of the high bed and opened the door into a narrow hallway. Blake was sitting at the couch pretending to watch TV and I could hear Silas moving around in the kitchen. Perfect.
I snuck into the kitchen, knowing full well that Blake and Baine could hear me anyway.
"Hey Silas." I whispered. Trying to find a weak point with the vampire sitting in the other room, I tested his hearing. "Did you know that Blake was mentally retarded?" Silas laughed and I heard something move in the other room.
Okay... if I was barely whispering and he heard me then how was I supposed to get it past him. Blake doesn't let me into the little circle they've created. He calls it 'protecting me'.
Yeah I think ignorance is bliss, but how am I supposed to help myself without knowing...?
"Yeah, I knew that." Silas said quietly, he looked up to meet Blake's blazing eyes in the doorless doorway. Blake had become a bit... touchy.
"I am not." Blake said before deciding I was kidding, rolling his eyes, and then going back to the TV wearing an emotionless look on his face. I almost laughed, but held back because it wasn't really supposed to be funny.
"Silas... can we go for a walk?" I asked. It was the only way I could think of to ask all of the things I wanted to know. When he nodded I nearly jumped for joy.
I had moved into an appartment only a bit away from my friends and school... my old life. They had something like a gym in the basement and there was always someone at my side.
Okay... maybe not always. I could be in the bathroom alone, but that's it.
I've found it hard to sleep, though it wasn't exactly because I wasn't tired, or the person watching from the corner. Honestly I think I'd feel better being monitored by a camera, but I wouldn't say anything. The reason was because I was afraid. I was afraid that if I lulled myself into a sense of false safety, maybe something would happen. If I wasn't alert enough to call out to the boys...
I didn't want to go there.
I hadn't talked to my friends in what felt like years, and I can only assume they'd forgotten about me. It would be less of a danger right?
Maybe people thought of me as dead. From betrayal? Or accident?
I had to stop thinking so I turned to the person watching me at the moment. Baine.
"Baine. Are you albino?" I asked curiously. He never talks to me and I had always wondered.
"No."
"Will you talk to me?"
"No."
"You just did." I muttered and he only shrugged. I was supposed to be sleeping but tonight was different, I was wide awake and I couldn't sleep even if I tried. Will seemed to be avoiding me and I needed to know why... even if he wouldn't tell me himself.
Smiling I jumped off of the high bed and opened the door into a narrow hallway. Blake was sitting at the couch pretending to watch TV and I could hear Silas moving around in the kitchen. Perfect.
I snuck into the kitchen, knowing full well that Blake and Baine could hear me anyway.
"Hey Silas." I whispered. Trying to find a weak point with the vampire sitting in the other room, I tested his hearing. "Did you know that Blake was mentally retarded?" Silas laughed and I heard something move in the other room.
Okay... if I was barely whispering and he heard me then how was I supposed to get it past him. Blake doesn't let me into the little circle they've created. He calls it 'protecting me'.
Yeah I think ignorance is bliss, but how am I supposed to help myself without knowing...?
"Yeah, I knew that." Silas said quietly, he looked up to meet Blake's blazing eyes in the doorless doorway. Blake had become a bit... touchy.
"I am not." Blake said before deciding I was kidding, rolling his eyes, and then going back to the TV wearing an emotionless look on his face. I almost laughed, but held back because it wasn't really supposed to be funny.
"Silas... can we go for a walk?" I asked. It was the only way I could think of to ask all of the things I wanted to know. When he nodded I nearly jumped for joy.
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Titles French by the way.I haven't posted any in forever.
Have you ever noticed how weird of word forever is? I'm pretty sure you can say things and split them up I just haven't mastered the art of it yet.
Now that I've thoroughly confused myself I shall.. leave.