The Pain I've Grown to Know

Allie's P.O.V.

it's been two months since edward left. i mean i miss him but i know he should be happier with bella than me. any on is really better than me in that matter.

tonight me and emily we're going to the movie. well we're going to see that movie Coraline. well if it's from tim burton it must been good. i love tim burtin as so does emily. that probly why we get along so well.

"i can't wait to see that movie" she told me

"i know you've been talking about it since you saw the name tim burton was the writer" i told her

"well i found out that Henry Selick is the director and it doesn't have tim burton's name anymore" she told me.

"really? i haven't been watching tv" i told her

"why not?" she asked me

"i don't know i've been playing the piano again to past the time" i told her

"are you serious that doesn't seem like you" she told me

"i know but i haven't really wanted to thinking of thinks though" i told her

"like what?" she asked me

"don't ask" i told her

"is that guy edward going to come back? i mean he's really hot" she told me

"i have no clue" i told her

"oh my god you like him?" she asked me

"no i don't" i told her

"why not he's fucking hot?" she asked me

"ok let's just drop this subject and talk about something else" i told her

"ok so i was thinking i want a tattoo but my parents said no. can you convice them for me?" she asked

"why me? is it because they can't tell me no?" i asked her

"yeah and plus michael had some because of you" she told me

"so that was different" i told her

"how?" she asked me

"look we're here" i told her

we went to buy our tickets and went inside. we had candy, icees and more junkie food.

the movie wasn't that long. i mean a hour and 40 minutes. it was pretty good. we left the threater and emily kept talking about the moive. i soon dropped her off and went home.

i was driving my car home. eyes set to kill was on now. i loved the song young blood spills tonight so i turned it up and started singing along.

Sip my blood till there's no blood left to spill
From my neck embraced by a concealed grip I welcomed in my arms
Bruised by your love
Burned by your kiss
Is this true love?
Bruised by your love
Burned by your kiss

Young blood spills tonight
This time the victim is you
Poison lips, the ones you kiss
I swear my love for you is true
Young blood spills

Now there I sing my deadly lullaby
Bruised by your love
Burned by your kiss
Is this true love?
Bruised by your love
Burned by your kiss
Is this true love?
Now there I sing my deadly lullaby
Now here I sing to hypnotize your body
Now there I sing my deadly lullaby
Now here I sing to hypnotize your body
We bled that night till drained
You drank me dry I did the same
We bleed this night till drained
This cold
We bled that night till drained
You drank me dry I did the same
We bleed this night till drained
This cold night

i was at a stop light now. the light just turned green so i went. i have to admit this was a kind of weird song to come on right now.

before i knew it a car just ramped me driver side. i started seeing things go back is this the end of me?