The Pain I've Grown to Know

She's awake

Two Days Later

allie should be waking up any day now. alice said it's close. bella doesn't know how bad allie got hurt all she knew is allie wanted revenge. well she got it and it almost killed her. sometimes i think maybe it would be best to turn her but i don't know how she'd act.

"edward in five minutes she'd going to wake up" alice said

"but i was going to bella's now" i said

"well she's going to wake up. carlisle needs to know how bad the injuries are" alice told me.

"what does that have to with me?" i asked her

"firsted you didn't want to lose her now you can't wait to get away from her" she told me

"it's not like that alice" i told her

"then how is it edward?" she asked me.

"i like allie but bella doesn't think she's good enough for me. i mean i can't have two girls who think they're the only one who has my heart" i told her

"edward you still haven't chosen?" she asked me

"not really" i said

"well which one do you want more?" she asked me

"i want allie but i have bella. plus i don't think allie sees me that way" i told her

"you'd be suprised" she said and walked out.

three minutes alice reminded me.

how can i chose between my girlfriend and another girl. well i know i'm suppose to chose my girlfriend but i think it seems more right for me to stay here. maybe i should just check to see if she's alright then i could leave.

i got to the cottage where we had allie. i saw amber there with alice and carlisle. he was checking if her heart moniter.

" 30 seconds" alice said happly.

i saw her eyes opening. she was awake now. i'm happy carlisle had her strapped in so she doesn't hurt herself more.

"where am i?" she asked

"in a secret place" amber told her

"i told you to stay away" allie told her.

"yeah but i don't listen very much. the prick thinks your dead" she told her

"that's good to know" allie said.

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Allie's P.O.V.

i heard alice say 30 seconds. i guess i wasn't dead to bad though. i mean i would of been with one of my friends then of course michael. i opened my eyes to edward, amber, alice and carlisle. i guess i shouldn't be suprised right?

"where am i?" i asked

"in a secret place" amber told me

"i told you to stay away" i told her.

"yeah but i don't listen very much. the prick thinks your dead" she told me

"that's good to know" i said.

"allie try not to move so much. you broke your leg and you've losted alot of blood" carlisle told me.

"i feel fine i guess. how long do i have to lay here?" i asked him

"until you remember your half human" he told me

"i'll try to remember that" i said.

"are you in any type of pain?" edward asked me

"not really. how long have i been here?" i asked them

"five days" amber told me

"how long have you been out of hiding?" i asked her

"when i couldn't hear your thoughts like you promised i thought your dead and no one told me you we're ok but need help to stay ALIVE" she told me pointing out the alive part though.

"ok i get the point. everyone can leave it's not like i can run away" i said

"but you could try" edward pointed out.

"don't you have to go to your girlfriend?" i asked him.

he just walked out of the place. i guess that kind of hit a nerve. i mean how long has he been here though?

carlisle soon left after edward. at this point i knew he was mad at me. i just can't see why though. i mean his girlfriend would start looking for him.

"what did i do wrong?" i asked both of them.

"well he's the one who brang you here. he said he could lose you now whatever that means but he hasn't chosen between you and bella yet" alice said

"oh" i said.

i wish i could have just been killed then. i mean if he can't see that he has a girlfriend who doesn't deserve to be left for someone like me. i mean i don't know what to think anymore
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