The Pain I've Grown to Know

Edward's P.O.V.

allie just woke up and amber asking her about the movie she saw before this happened. only those two would do something like that. mike seemed a more happy than he know allie isn't dead. she still hates him though. i don't think that will ever go away for her.

are we going to talk? i asked allie

about? she asked me

i really do miss having you around and i was wonder maybe we can try to work things out and not fight and maybe go out? i said

you have a girlfriend she told me

i'm not to sure about things with her right now i told her

why not? she asked me

if i couldn't be near you then i'd give her up because i know maybe then you'd come back to stay i told her

i'm not going to fight for you and i know she would she told me

i know you won't fight but ever since i left i haven't been able to stop thinking of you i told her

why i mean i think bella is a better person for you than me she said

you might think that but i don't i told her

are you speaking threw your minds again? i hate being lefted out alice thought

the doctor came in and everyone left the room. he wanted to ask allie questions alone to make sure she doesn't look for answer. he wants to know what she really knows and doesn't know. i wouldn't blame him.

"so what was edward and allie talking about?" alice asked amber

"i don't know if it's my not my place to tell" amber said

"what happened?" alice asked me

"well i can say he lied to her and she knows it" amber said

"how do you know that?" i asked her

"well i know you and bella aren't having problems but you want to go out with allie" amber said

"i didn't see that one happening" alice said

"well i want your sister more than i wanted any vampire before" i told amber

"this is getting good" alice said

the doctor came out to the waiting area now. he smiled happy about everything

"how did she answer the questions?" their mother asked

"she knows about the accident and what year it is and her current age. i think she'll be fine" he said

"when can she leave?" mike asked

"when she heals a bit more but i say maybe by tomorrow would be the soons" he said

"well that's good to know" amber said

"you want her to see that movie again don't you?" i asked amber

"fuck yeah and 3D this time" amber said with a smile

"why would you want your sister to see a movie if she's already seen it before?" their mother asked

"mom this is allie we're talking about she can watch a movie a million times and still watch it" amber said

"yeah i know that's why when you both were little i hide nightmare before christmas for you both" she said

"but why?" amber asked in shock

"well i have two daughter and they just wanted to watch that movie 24 hours a day. i had to do something. plus you both we're singing along to the songs" she said

"i bet that was cute" mike said

"it was and i taped it too" she told him

"are ya'll like going to get back together?" amber asked them

"why does it matter?" mike asked her

"allie won't be to happy about that and might do something stupid" amber said

"i'll watch her" i told her

"well i guess that's settled then" mike said

we all went back into the room. allie was wide wake looking at tv. she didn't seem happy though. i guess she knows about her mother and father know.

"when can i go home?" she asked

"maybe tomorrow" amber said

"yeah well i'm staying in town then" she said

"your going back to forks" i told her

"you can't make me" she said

"do you want to make a bet on that one?" i asked her

edward the only way she'd go back is if she changed alice thought.

can you just go back i'll be there so you can't hurt him or anyone in that matter i told her

is that a promise? she asked me

yes it is and if i have to keep you at our house then i will i told her

she didn't answer me back. i think she knew i was being serious now. i mean i'd do anything to have her with me. she has everything in this life but if she changed then it would be better for me.

i mean she's still a risk to have being half human but i want her around me at all times. i never felt this was about another vampire and yet bella is still the human i want to kill so badly.