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You're Right That It's Wrong To Spend the Night Alone
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"Mmm, Brendon, that feels good," I giggled.
"Seriously, baby, wake up. We have an interview at two, and it's already noon."
I pulled him down to me, softly kissing him, and smiled. "'Kay."
"Come on, you need a shower."
"Only if we share it."
The interview went fine until the one key question.
"So, Brendon, we heard that you were gay..."
"What?" Brendon looked shocked.
The girl laughed. "I'm definitely just kidding. But really, have you had any love interests?"
"Well, a few months ago I was definitely about to ask out Martin from Boys Like Girls."
Everyone but me laughed.
My stomach dropped. Painfully. I had almost completely forgotten about that.
"Ryan, are you okay?"
I swallowed hard. "Yeah. Um, actually, I feel a little sick, do you mind if I leave?"
"Sure, feel better."
"Do you need me to come with you, Ry?"
"No, Bren, I'll be fine. I'll be outside if when you guys are done."
I walked out to the car silently, honestly feeling nauseous.
I pulled out my Sidekick, starting to text immediately.
Billy, can you talk?
One sec, in the shower
K
I waited another five minutes until I got a reply.
Kay, what's wrong Ryro?
We had an interview. Bren reminded me of some things I really didn't wanna remember.
Aww hon you okay?
idk, he just told everyone that he had been planning on asking martin out before all this drama started. i totally forgot and i can't believe he'd say something like that on tv but not say anything about me.
=[ i'm sorry ryro
=[ me too. i don't mean to whine
it's okay.
can we talk happier?
lol sure. you ready for tour?
yeah i'm so excited! i haven't seen you in forever!
lol i know =] i miss you
aww i miss you too billy lmao
aww. hey you've met gabey, right?
umm no, not yet
el gasp! kay, well you'll meet him tomorrow and we'll all go out and you'll smile okay?
lmao okay. umm the guys are back, i hafta go. i'm def. gonna get the third degree
okay. <3 you ryro
<3 you too
"Ryan! What was that about?"
"Not right now, Brendon."
"No, right now."
"You really wanna fucking know? Fine!"
Here we go...
"Seriously, baby, wake up. We have an interview at two, and it's already noon."
I pulled him down to me, softly kissing him, and smiled. "'Kay."
"Come on, you need a shower."
"Only if we share it."
The interview went fine until the one key question.
"So, Brendon, we heard that you were gay..."
"What?" Brendon looked shocked.
The girl laughed. "I'm definitely just kidding. But really, have you had any love interests?"
"Well, a few months ago I was definitely about to ask out Martin from Boys Like Girls."
Everyone but me laughed.
My stomach dropped. Painfully. I had almost completely forgotten about that.
"Ryan, are you okay?"
I swallowed hard. "Yeah. Um, actually, I feel a little sick, do you mind if I leave?"
"Sure, feel better."
"Do you need me to come with you, Ry?"
"No, Bren, I'll be fine. I'll be outside if when you guys are done."
I walked out to the car silently, honestly feeling nauseous.
I pulled out my Sidekick, starting to text immediately.
Billy, can you talk?
One sec, in the shower
K
I waited another five minutes until I got a reply.
Kay, what's wrong Ryro?
We had an interview. Bren reminded me of some things I really didn't wanna remember.
Aww hon you okay?
idk, he just told everyone that he had been planning on asking martin out before all this drama started. i totally forgot and i can't believe he'd say something like that on tv but not say anything about me.
=[ i'm sorry ryro
=[ me too. i don't mean to whine
it's okay.
can we talk happier?
lol sure. you ready for tour?
yeah i'm so excited! i haven't seen you in forever!
lol i know =] i miss you
aww i miss you too billy lmao
aww. hey you've met gabey, right?
umm no, not yet
el gasp! kay, well you'll meet him tomorrow and we'll all go out and you'll smile okay?
lmao okay. umm the guys are back, i hafta go. i'm def. gonna get the third degree
okay. <3 you ryro
<3 you too
"Ryan! What was that about?"
"Not right now, Brendon."
"No, right now."
"You really wanna fucking know? Fine!"
Here we go...