Please Tell Me What We Have Is Real

4 months. That is exactly how far along I am. That being said, I now have a lovely bump starting to show, that Brian just loves to run his hands or fingers over. I find it amusing to watch his face light up at the sight of it.Brian had just got back from the studio, and the minute I saw him I knew he did something bad.

"Baby, are you okay?" His face was contorted and he was having a hard time getting his beer open.

"Yeah, I fucked up my back when we were messing around. It hurts like a bitch." I felt really bad for him.

"How about I give you a back massage. Maybe that will help?" I saw the light go off in his head, which meant his mind was elsewhere.

"Okay, that sounds good." Pulling him up the stairs behind me, he started pulling his shirt off at the top of the stairs and then ran and belly flopped onto our bed to get comfortable.I just stood at the door laughing at him and Pinkly attempting to climb on the bed.After getting her up there, I climbed up and strattle Brian's hips before slowly kneading his back. Every once in awhile he would let out a grunt or moan signifying that that was where it hurt or it felt good. Seeing as how Halloween was literally tomorrow, I decided to be brave and ask him if he was dressing up.

"Hey babe, you do realize that Halloween is tomorrow right?"

"Yeah-grunt-I have to figure out what to be-grunt-what about you?"

"It's a suprise, let's just say me and Val are going to be sem-identical. But you will love it. Oh I need to go get Gena's gift today to." He just said whatever and I went back to rubbing his back. After finally getting all of the kinks out of his back, I laid down next to him just loving being able to do so. In exactly 3 days the guys had to go back on tour, and even though I am beyond used to it, it's different when your pregnant and mood swings are getting to you.

"Damn baby that felt good. Thank you." He leaned over to give me a kiss, which turned into more when he traced my bottom lip with his tongue asking for permission, which I gladly gave him. As our tongues battled for dominance, I didn't hear an "that's disgusting" until I pulled away from Brian to see Zacky leaning against the doorframe.

"What's up Zacky?" I asked him, since he looked nervous.

"I need your help. I got Gena the perfect gift, but I want you to go with me to look at it and give me your opinion." Now I was curious. I turned to Brian to see if I could, which he just smacked my ass and told me to have fun and Zacky better be careful with me, and walked out the door to Zacky's car.

"So, what's this gift, huh?" I was going to grill him really good.

"Well, I was thinking of proposing to her and I need you to tell me if the ring is good enough." Aww.

"Really! Zacky that's the greatest thing ever!" He just laughed and pulled up to a jewelry store I haven't really been in.

"This is also where Brian came and got your ring. Except he changed the design and added the pink diamonds where cut outs usually are." I knew Zacky had went with him, and now looking at this jewelry, this place was beyond exspensive. As I was looking around, I noticed Zacky talking to a guy that had just brought out I'm guessing the ring. Zacky calling me over, I eagerly wanted to see the rock he got her.Opening the box, there sat a diamond ring that screamed Gena.

"Damn Zacky, she is going to love that. It's beautiful." He just nodded and said thank you, then proceded to pay for it and fill out the insurance on it. SHe was defenitly going to be happy. After taking care of that, I decided to just get Gena something now, so we went to all the different shops to find something.

"So, how are thing going with Brian now that you have a little Haner in there." I laughed at his choice of words.

"Things are looking up, we went from fighting all the time, to talking it out, to just being happy with eachother. I think this baby is bringing us closer."

"It's all he talks about at the studio, how he needs to prove to you he loves you, and how excited he is to finally have a family along the way."

"Wow, I never knew that." I felt different hearing that, he's never had to prove anything, at least he's happy about the baby.After getting Gena a gift, we decided to hed home before Brian had a panic attack. Pulling up to the drive-way, Brian came flying out the front door, which made both of us laugh, and I almost fell out of the car when he came to my side to make sure nothing bad happened.

"I'll see you later Zacky." Walking back in the house, Brian wasted no time in pulling me onto his lap to here why Zacky needed to borrow me so bad. I told him about the engagement and showed him what "we" got Gena. All he did was say awesome and asked what I wanted for dinner. As if he had to, I've been craving the same exact thing for 2 days, tacos. At least Halloween is tomorrow.