Please Tell Me What We Have Is Real

There were times I got really irritated witht the guys, right now was one of them. Instead of going to the bar, they deicided to go to a friend of our's new club. This resulted in the guys getting free drinks of their choice, bad idea. By now, the guys were to the point that there words slurred and they made things up. The worst person was Jimmy, because he loved to crack jokes when he was wasted.

"Dude, you know what I just realized? I just realized that my face feels frozen." He slurred out. To prove his point, he had grabbed his face and was poking at it. Leana was trying to get him to stop.

"Dude, that must feel pretty fucking cool then,. Remember when my face did that? Man I screamed." Matt said back.This went on about different stories of the guys until Zacky announced that he needed more beer and attempted to get out of the booth, but not before falling face first.I really wanted to cut him off.

"Don't worry Z, I'll get it." Brian said. He needed to stop to.As he got up to get more, I let out a sigh of irritation, which Matt caught of course. Pulling me into his side he squeezed me before giving me that sympathy smile and moving back to his side. I was irritated and sick because of all the smells in the place.I just wanted to leave and at least have some time with Brian before he leaves.I saw Brian approaching and figured I should ask him if we could leave.

"Hey Bri?"

"Yeah baby, what's up." He slightly slurred.

Cautiously I asked, "Can we go home soon. This place is really starting to get to me and I don't feel to good." I was waiting for any kind of reaction.

"Uh, I guess if you want to. Let me finish this and then ask if their ready to go." That was easy. Usually it ends in Brian getting pissed or yelling.

I turned and shot every one the look of don't piss of the pregnant woman, they all go tthe hint and fastly drank everything. After finally getting them out to the car, I took Matt, Val, Zacky and Gena, while Leana took the others and started the hour drive back to Huntington Beach. Brian kept rubbing his hand on my thigh, which was getting annoying and talking about who knows what.

"So, you ready to go in the morning man?" Zacky asked Brian.

"Yeah I guess. I have yet to pack everything else that I need. So, I should probably do that." He replied back.

Typical Brian. If he wanted to wear or use something he wouldn't pack it until the morning they were leaving, which also made him late most of the time.

"Dude, I don't want to go. I think we should cancel or flee the country." Matt said. Me, Val and Gena all rolled our eyes because they wouldn't cancel unless their life depended on it.

"I don't either. I'm going to miss 3 months of Chloe being pregnant. How do you think I feel?" Brian said. I knew he felt guilty, and I felt worse because I couldn't go this time.

"Bri baby, I told you aren't going ot miss anything important. All I will be doing is going to the bathroom ever five minutes, being a bitch and those stupid classes you have to take while pregnant."

"I guess." Pulling into Matt's driveway, I let them out and pulled the four houses down to Zackys. That's how close our houses are.

"See you guys in the morning." Zacky said.

"Yup. Now hurry up. I want to get home and give my girl a proper goodbye." Brian said, which made me blush and hide from embarassment. Doesn't matter how long we've been together, it still happens. Offering them a wave I drove a block and pulled into the driveway.As we got into the house, Pinkly greeted us and Brian turned and asked:

"Ready baby." While wiggling his eyebrows. Tonight was going to be long.

Rolling over in the morning, I already knew today was going to be emotional. It doesn't matter how many times I've done this, I still feel sad when Brian has to leave.Rolling so I could see his face, I laughed at the sight. His hair was everywhere and his face smashed into his pillow.Since I knew I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep, I cautiously lifted Brian's arm up and put a pillow under it. Grabbing Brian's shirt and my boy shorts, I got dressed and headed downstairs to let Pinkly out and make breakfast.

Glancing at the clock, I noticed that we had four hours before he had to be at the buses.Fixing pancakes and then letting Pinkly back in and feeding her, I went back upstairs to wake up Brian. He had turned over when I left, so I laid down behind him and put my forehead against his back, while throwing my arm over his waist.

"Bri, time to get up." I said shaking him a little and kissing his shoulder. I know he was awake because he was breathing normally and pulled my hand up to his face and kissed it.

"I don't want to. It's to early and I don't want to leave yet."

"I made pancakes for you. At least eat them with me please." He loved pancakes, plus he wasn't the type to pass up food.

"Fine." As he got out of bed, I couldn't help but stare at him as he pulled his boxers on.He must have caught me staring because he asked, "like what you see?"

"Always." I said giving him a cheeky smile. Pulling me along down the stairs, he stopped at the island and sat down, while I got plates for both of us. Pouring syrup over mine, even though I wasn't supposed to eat it, I handed it to Brian and we ate in comfortable silence.

After we were done, he pulled me into a quick kiss, which made me say, "you taste sweet", and the we went upstairs to get ready to go.After showering and drying my hair, I put on my maternity jeans and a tanktop, grabbed Brian's sweater and waited for Brian to finish. I didn't feel like putting on makeup seeing as how I would probably cry anyway.I looked around the room to make sure Brian took everything he needed and notcied he forgot his phone charger and some other stuff. I put it in his bag and finally saw him eemrge form the bathrrom with that stuff to put away.

"Just about ready?" I asked him.

"Yeah, just need to grab my pillows and that stuff." He said. He had this weird habit of taking on of my pillows and one of his and leaving the others. When I asked him about it a few years back, he said it was so he could feel closer to me when we were apart. I was so cute that we've done it every since. After finally getting everything in the car, I went back and got Pinkly so we could head out. We needed to be there in an hour, but with traffic we needed enough time.What felt like forever finally got to me as we pulled into the depot where the buses were. I felt the tears start but held them back as Brian grabbed Pinkly and got out of the car. I sniffed and wiped my eyes before joining everyone.

Sitting on the hood of the car with Brian between my legs, I couldn't help but let a few tears escape. Hormones or not I knew I was really going to miss him.He must have noticed them because he started wiping under my eyes with his thumbs.

"Baby don't cry, its just like every other time." Yeah, except I'm pregnant and hormonal.

"I'm sorry, I'm just going to miss you, alot." I said, while he pulled me into his chest and rocked us back and forth. This is where I always felt safe no matter what. When we heard that they needed to leave, Brian pulled away and looked me in the eyes.

"I'm going to miss you so much baby." Brian said.

"I'll miss you to. I'll send pictures of the ultrasounds and stuff, okay."

"K. I love you Chloe."

"I love you to Brian." As I said that, he bent down and kissed my stomach while saying I live you to it, which made me smile. After pulling him into a heated kiss, I handed him Pinkly so he could say goodbye to her to.

"Bye baby." He said starting to walk away.

"Forever and always." I asked him.

"Always and forever." He replied before getting on the bus, as they pulled away all of us girls waved and said, "this is going to be a long three months." I couldn't agree more.