Please Tell Me What We Have Is Real

Brian decided that even though the band was on a four month break, he just had to go to the studio. Which is why he and Zacky have been in the converted guest house for most of the day. Being so, I decided to go to the beach to get away from the noise.

To me, the sound of crashing waves and seagulls were peaceful and relaxing. This place also helped me think, especially when I needed to figure out were mine and Brian's relationship was heading.
_______10 Years Earlier______________

"Do you remember when we were kids how we would always sneak out to see eachother." Brian asked.

"Yeah, your dad would call and ask if you were hiding at my house again." I laughed. Our parents were always calling to see who's house we ended up at.

"You know, I had a crush on you back then even." That caught me off guard. It was cute though.

"I liked you to, I was just to afraid to say anything." Today was our one year anniversary. So he decided to go to the beach. He declared it our spot, no matter what happened or where we were it was our spot.

"Didn't you have band practice today." I asked. The guys had just decided to start working on a new band since Matt and Zacky's bands had quit. Which ment Val and I were their critics.

"Nope, I told them you were way more important." To know then what I knew now.

"I love you baby."

"I love you to."

"Forever and Always."

"Always and Forever." He said kissing me.

I was brought out of my thoughts by someone extremely tall standing in front of me. Looking up, I realized it was Matt , who I had adopted as my big brother years ago.

"Thought I would find you out here." Matt seemed to always have this weird feeling of knowing if something was wrong or off. And it usually always happened to me.

"Yeah, Brian and Zacky are working in the studio, even though they are supposed to be on break." Matt knew we were having problems, that were really on sided.

"Why isn't he with you?"

"It's just he never has time anymore. He's always apologizing for things instead of trying to fix them. I mean, all of you at least make an effort to go and do stuff, with Bri it's always how about tomorrow or I just can't right now. I mean isn't a break supposed to me take the time to relax and be with the ones you love." Cue the water works.

"I heard that you two were fighting or what not. That you are tired of him apologizing all the time." Remind myself to tell Val not to tell him certain things.

"I am, I just haven't really been able to talk to him or anything lately." Which was true. I saw him, but we barely talked.

"Still haven't talked to him then. I'm telling you give him an ultimatum or something."I loved Matt, he would never try to tell me to deal. Always told me to figure out the problem.

"I will. So did you propose to Val yet?" I had to get off subject. Matt and Val had been together longer than Brian and I, so it was only a matter of time before he finally asked her.

"No, I just picked up the ring to day. You want to see it."

"Uh, yeah I want to see it." Pulling it out I saw the most gorgeous engagement rings ever. It was a ring perfect for her.

"Shit Matt, it's beautiful."

"Thanks, I designed it myself. I even had Warmness on the Soul lyrics imrinted in it." Wow, he had taste. Those two were the definition of true love. Whenever they looked at eachother you could see, and to put lyrics inside the ring he wrote for her, proved it.

"So, how are you going to propose?" As Matt went into details about how he was going to ask her, I couldn't help but wonder if me and Brian would ever get engaged, or break up.

"Well, I guess I better get going so I can get ready for tonight. Love ya sis. Val will probably call and tell you how it goes, and never forget you can always call me." Matt said.

"Love ya to bro. see you later." I decided now was a good time to head home. Probably didn't even know I left. I could just disappear and he wouldn't figure it out for a couple hours. Walking into the living room, there sat Brian staring at the tv.

"Hey, I thought you were upstairs." Told you so.

"No, I decided to go to the beach and get some sun." Which I really needed.

"Oh. Baby you have to hear this new guitar riff I created today, it's amazing." I knew that was coming eventually.

I sighed."Okay. I'm going to take a bath. Want to join me?" Probably not.

And here comes the smirk."Actually, that sounds good right now. We haven't spent much time together. Come on." He could be romantic and my Brian when he wanted to. Right now was the moment.

"Okay." Picking me up to carry upstairs, I pushed my speech to the back of my mind for awhile.

"Oh, and we have dinner reservations tomorrow night, so don't make any plans." He said. I wouldn't, let's just hope he didn't.

"Okay." And upstairs we went.