Please Tell Me What We Have Is Real

2 Weeks Later

"That's the last box." We finally packed up the house, which took forever and were heading out of the house when I remember something or someone.

"Pinkly, come on." See she follows Brian everywhere and falls asleep when shes bored. As if on cue, Pinkly came running down the hall and into my arms.

"Thank God you remembered she was here baby. I didn't." He was the one who insisted she came rather than leaving her at Papa Gates, but she's our "child" so she also had to say bye to our old house.

"Yeah yeah. Let's go to our new home." I was excited to be moving closer to everyone else. And I also liked the fact that Brian bought it because he knew I really wanted that place.

"It will be good for us. I know it will." Brian said. I just nodded my head in agreement and got in the car. As he started to drive off, I thought back to 5 years ago when I honestly thought we were over.

-------5 Years Earlier

I had just got home from a modeling gig to find Brian in our room packing. Which I found weird because he didn't have to be on tour or anywhere at all, they were recording.

"Hey baby, what are you doing?"

"Uh, you might want sit down for this." My heart started pounding in my chest when he said that. Please don't tell me that he cheated.

"Okay. What's up." I was on the brink of tears now because he was giving me a sypathetic look, which I really wasn't in the mood for or liked at the moment.

"I think it would be best for us if we took a break." Oh my God, it was bad but come on we had been together for six years. Did he really think it was just as easy as done, I don't think so.

"Why? Did I do something wrong?" I chocked out between sobs. Could you blame me?

"No no, not at all baby. It's just that we're working all the time and on tour alot, I just think we need space to figure things out." Asshole.

"Right, so breaking up with me to do whatever the hell you want makes me feel a whole lot better now. Gee thanks, Syn." I never use his stage name so seeing him cringe made me feel alittle better.

"Right now, I think we should. I'm not going to say anymore to you, Trust me I'm not going to be around very much and you need to focus on your career. I'm doing this for us." No he was doing it for himself, and I wasn't going to wait forever.

"Whatever Brian. Just don't think I'm going to wait around for you. I love you more than anything in this world and your breaking it off because of your job, which I've always supported and been a part of. But I can't change your mind." I said with venom and anger in my voice.

"I love you to. And I've been thinking about this, we really need it right now. I'm not changing my mind."

"Bye." I couldn't stand there and listen anymore. I mean he promised me that the band would never come between us, I always supported it and knew it was his dream. I just couldn't believe he was trying to use touring and recording as an excuse, it isn't like they were just starting I had been through it already. But he's stubborn and when his mind is set there's no turning back.

"Baby, don't be like that."

"Just leave." By this time I had tears flowing and couldn't look at him for fear of collapsing.

"I'll come back. Bye." He whispered. He left me standing in our, well my half empty room thinking of what I was going to tell my family. They probably would be thrilled. Which is why I don't have anything to do with them. I guess I needed to get used to being alone. I was praying that he would come back, because the saying says "If you love someone set them free, if they come back then it's meant to be."

Five months later he came back, miserable and begging me to take him back. Obviously I did. He regretted breaking up with me, and promised to never again. Here's to hoping.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by Brian pulling into the driveway. Pinkly started barking because she wanted out of the car.

"You okay baby?" Brian asked lacing his fingers with mine.

"Yeah, I was just thinking."

"About?" There was no way I was telling him, he would get really upset and lock himself in the studio for the rest of the day. And I wanted to spend time with him.

"Watching a movie or something. I just want to stay in tonight if that's okay with you."

"I was thinking that to. How about I order some food and you pick out a movie." He had the cutest smile on his face.

"Ok. I'll do that." I said giving a quick kiss as i went upstairs to change. I think this will be the start of a new chapter for us. Hopefully it will make us closer to eachother.