Please Tell Me What We Have Is Real

I was dreaming of something very interesting, when all of the sudden I couldn't breath. Snapping my eyes open, I realized why. Brian had his face smashed into my boobs and had a grip on my waist with one of his legs between mine, very uncomfortable. As I tried to run my hand down his back, it seemed to only make him move his face further into my boobs, which was when I smacked him hard on the ass, making him jerk awake. His facial expression was funny.

"Hey babe, uh why did you wake me?" He asked very confused. It was funny.

"You were cutting off my air, you had your face pushed to far into my boobs, love."

"Well, they're comfortable, and mine so I would." He said putting his head down on them, but still where I could see his face. I do believe their mine, whatever.

"Sure. So, what do you want to do today." After our long discussion about the modeling and everything else that was bothering us, I had suggested taking a break from each other, in which Brian said hell no and so now we're trying to work through everything, rather than walk away from our problems. I was okay with it.

"How about we just lay here all day and be lazy." Typical male.

"Or we could go do something, rather than sit around. Remember your going to be going back on tour next month, I want to spend as much time as possible with you before so. Even if I'll be coming halfway through tour." Yep, Brian is making me go on tour for awhile, I usualy only go for a few weeks, but now me and Val were stuck with them for a long time. I was not going by myself.

"Okay babe. How about we go eat at Ruby's and then we can figure out what to do." Hey, at least I get food out of it. Come to think of it, all I've wanted for the past few days was to eat and then hug the porcelain bowl. Maybe that was bad. Uh-oh.

"Uh, yeah we could do that, I also need to stop by a drugstore. You know for girl stuff." I had to add it in before he questioned why.

"Okay, let's get up and take a shower." He said, picking me up bridal style and heading for the bathroom. This was going to be fun.

After our not so innocent shower, we got in Brian' s Escalade and pulled out of the drive way. He reached over and grabbed my hand, pulling me out of my thoughts of if I should scare him to or wait until I find out.

"You okay baby? You seem distracted."

"No, I'm okay. We should go to Cabo for awhile. Before the chaos." So I lied, he wouldn't catch it.

"Actually, I was thinking the same thing. How about we leave tomorrow so that way we have enough time for ourselves and to do whatever."

"Really! Yeah, we should start packing then today and stuff." He started chuckling at my enthusiasm and squeezed my hand for reassurance. Maybe this would help our relationship, especially now that I have a secret I need to tell him about. I think I'll wait till we're there to tell him. Please don't let him abandon me.