Please Tell Me What We Have Is Real

Today we were having a bar-b-que at the house, which meant, the house would be trashed and they would find out we're getting married. I decided to hold off on the dreaded pee stick until either while we were in Cabo, or until after vacation. I was to worried about it and I didn't need Bri to freak out right now, especially when he is actually happy for once. Well he always is, but you get my point.

So, I was laying here wide awake at 2:30 in the morning, staring at Brian sleeping ever so peaceful. He was so adorable, his lips parted and a smirk halfway on his face plus his hair was everywhere. I ran my hand down his cheek, carefully removing his arm from my waist, I decided I was beyond hungry and went downstairs to find food. I had baked Zacky a German Chocolate cake and it was sitting there looking ever so inviting. Can you blame me. I was right in the middle of shoving a piece in my mouth, when the kitchen light turned on.

"Baby, what are you doing up. And isn't that Zacky's? Busted.

"Uh, yeah it is, but I was super hungry." Totally wasn't lieing, except Brian knew when something was up.

"Sure. You never wake up in the middle of the night, are you sure your okay." No I thought. I might be harboring your spawn. Come on like I could say that.

"No, I haven't been able to sleep and it was to hot, so I came down here, but then I got hungry." I told him looking right into his eyes so he couldn't see me getting anxious.

"Well finish that and come back to bed. I can't sleep." Aww.

"K baby, just give me a second." I replied stuffing the piece in my mouth and grabbing a water bottle, then followed Brian back upstairs.

Settling back into bed, Bri made the move to pull me into his chest, when my stomach lurched and I sprinted to the bathroom, spilling my stomach contents into the toilet. Brian came rushing in holding my hair back and rubbing my back while telling me it would be okay. Oh if only he knew.Maybe I really should tell him what's going on. After brushing my teeth, I finally knew what I had to do.

"Um Bri-" I trailed off.

"Yeah babe."

"If I tell you something, you can't freak or ramble okay."

"Uh-huh, hurry up and say it, your making me nervous."

I started glancing everywhere but him until,"I might be pregnant." I blurted it out before I even realized it. And judging by the look on his face, he was shocked.

"Have you taken a test at all? Or is just a gut feeling." Now I'm scared, he isn't even acting weird about it.

"Gut feeling. I've been sick, hungry, moody and well you know what else."

"Okay, how about you take a test and then figure it out from there." I muttered an okay and went and got the test out of my purse. I can't believe I'm about to do this. After doing my business, I set in on the counter and waited the five minutes for the results.

After pacing for a minute or so, Brian got agitated and pulled onto his lap since he was sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Baby, you have to calm down, especially if you are pregnant." He said. I didn't expect this. I just mumbled an okay and rested my head on his shoulder, while he wrapped his arms around my waist. After what seemed like forever Brian announce, "it's time." In which I went into the bathroom and brought out the stick to see the results.

Handing the test to Brian since I couldn't look at it,he said exactly what I thought it would. "Well, we have another reason to celebrate." Before he picked me up and spun me around saying he was going to be a daddy. Maybe this was what we were waiting for, maybe this was what would keep us together. I couldn't be happier than I am now. I couldn't wait to tell everyone.