All Over You

Yeah he's a looker,
but I really think it's guts that matter most.
I displayed them for you,
strewn out about from coast to coast.

I sat down, with my head in my hands, wondering why and where did I go wrong. Seeing them together is like torture. Burning my insides. My mind shuts down when I hear them laugh with each other, talk to each other. I wish to gouge out my eyes when I see them holding hands, kissing, touching. How did it turn out like this? I could be his everything. I am willing to be whoever he wanted me to be. I’d be his puppet, his toy, only if it meant he’d be mine.

I am easily make believe,
just dress me up in what you want me to be.
I'll take back what I've been saying for quite some time now.

Does it even matter that I love him? Does he even care? I don’t think so. You fall in love and then that love rips your heart out and laughs in you’re face. That’s what happens, that’s what life is all about. Pain and suffering, if you deserve it or not. And most of us don’t deserve it. We’re just being tortured for the hell of it. I know they know I’m here. I know they know I can hear them. I know they know that they’re slowly killing me. But they don’t care. They just go on with they’re business. Gerard, how could you do this to me? I love you.

I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.

I can hear you’re sweet voice, you’re telling me that you’re here for me, that you love me. I almost believe you, but I don’t. ‘Cause I know. I know that all you do is lie.

In my daydreams, in my sleep,
infatuation turning into disease.
You could cure me, see all you have to do now
is please try.
Give it your best shot and try.
All I'm asking for is love,
but you never seem to have enough.

The days, they seem longer. The nights, they seem darker. My life seems emptier with out you. I can feel it. The cold, seeping into my skin. I don’t like it. I want it to go back to the way it was. When my life consisted of you and you alone.

I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
This life is way too short
to get caught up in all this stuff
when I just want you to love me back,
why can't you just love me back?

You completed me. You made life worth living. You were my knight in shining armor, my hero, my savior. But you left me. You left me to be with him. How is he better then me? He doesn’t love you. I love you.

Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you just love)

I want to breath in your scent again, I want to smell the sweetness that seems to drip off of you. I want you to hold me like you once did. Please… please Gerard. Ease the pain. Ease the suffering. Fix me Gerard. I love you. Why don’t you love me back?

I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
This life is way too short
to get caught up and all mixed up
when I just want you to love me back,
why can't you just love me back?

I love you.

Why won't you just love me back?

I love you so much

Why can't you just love me back?

I need you to love me back.