Watermelon Smiles

Well, we went on with tonight's show. Brendon's voice wasn't that bad, he seemed a bit off on some notes, but he did pretty good otherwise. Although, he seemed a bit in pain...but otherwise...yea.

Some fan-girl threw us her bra. That of course had to land on Brendon's mic. He stopped the song right then and there; "Who threw this? Well, Mrs....36B cup, I must say this is the single weirdest thing that has ever landed on my mic stand." And then he threw it at Jon who threw it back, Brendon just left it on the stand then....so weird.

Pete and I talked over texting for a while...few hours....'til...well, we're still texting. I still haven't told Spencer about the whole ordeal, I don't really think I will. It's just...awkward. And, I still feel a bit guilty, I love Brendon not Pete. Pete's nice and everything, very kind and generous towards me....but he's not Brendon.

I was looking at some old photo's of the band, I can still remember just how long it took me to do all my make-up before the show. And then, on occasion I'd have to do Brendon, Jon, or Spencer's too. It was fun though, complicated and time consuming, but still fun.

Sometimes I miss the old days.