Watermelon Smiles

JOHNATHAN JACOB WALKER NEEDS TO KEEP HIS NOSE WHERE IT BELONGS!!!

I'm the one who asked him what was wrong when he was looking down, I'm the one who tried to make him feel better! And what do I get!? A fifteen minute lecture on why I should choose one or the other! As if HE would know!

I don't even know how he found out about them! Spencer doesn't know! Unless Brendon decided to blab, which just isn't Brendon!

I felt like punching him out.

I felt like leaving.

But, I didn't. I've kept my cool until now, he doesn't even know how angry I am with him! And, it's better that he doesn't. I'd rather rant to the paper then have him leave the band. Spencer had better be thankful!

And on top of all of that, IT'S SNOWING AGAIN! All I brought is short sleeves and shorts! So, here I am, in Jon's guest room, huddled under the blankets, in his sweats (threes sizes too big)! God, I hate Chicago! No wonder Pat got sick!

There seems to be no plus side...yet. I haven't seen Pete since we've came here. we've made plans for tomorrow though. I just want to cold to go away. It was nice the first time for a day or two. But not like this. I hate it. I hate Chicago. I hate Jon's nose. WHY DOESN'T HE WEAR SHOES!!!?!?

I just want to get out of here as soon as possible. Go be with Pete a few days and then go back to Vegas, I can't stand this.

I can't put up with a nose, a boyfriend, and snow all at the same time. No. Its impossible. how anyone can do it I have no clue.

Dinner's done.....