Watermelon Smiles

It crashed today, and it didn't even take my voice for it to happen. No, no. It was much different than that...though, I'm still the cause of it...aren't I always? I got a text today, from Jon. And, apparently, he left the band. Claiming that if I can't pull it together, and Brendon can't stop worrying about me, that it's just going to crash and burn.

It wasn't even a half-hour later that I got a text from Spin...and...well...I'm out. As in, I have to move on with my life now and forget about the past like that, it's unhealthy, right? I mean...it's just...hmm. Let's put it into this perspective....some people never change...like, they just stay the same. And, I'm not one of them. Life has it patterns, yea?