When you blink do you only find the misery weighs down your eyes?

My very first story. It's an idea i've had. Two boys, Cieran and Shay, fall in love. Shay comes from a loving, accepting home. Cieran comes from alcoholic, meth addicted, homophobic, abusive one. Shay and Cieran are only in the 8th grade though. And a LOT of stuff happens. There's moments of self-harm, drugs, sucidal thoughts, and of course, love between 2 boys. If your not into, then dont read.
I got the title from The Lost Souls by AFI. The lyrics are also in Chapter One.

Chapter One.
The beginning
Chapter Two
Shay's POV
Chapter Three
Heh. This one's a bit of a teaser but the fourth will be good.
Chapter Four
I'm gonna heat things up for you kids....
Chapter Five
Short and sweet. I use lyrics from "The Lost Souls" again.
Chapter Six
We're going to the mall!!
Chapter Seven
Poor Cieran! Lyrics provided by Senses Fail.
Chapter Eight
Who came to school today? Cieran and Shay, Cieran and Shay. Who came to school today?
Chapter Nine
Eh. Not very good but hey I've got writers block!
Chapter Ten
Uh oh....
Chapter Eleven
Ooooh..... Shay!
Chapter Twelve
OH NO CIERAN!! I added the lyrics for "Drowning Lessons" by MCR because I could.
Chapter Thirteen
Oh no... Lyrics: Lost Like Tears In Rain by Fightstar and then The Missing Frame by AFI
Chapter Fourteen
At the hospital
Chapter Fifteen
We're having a party!! With a twist! Thanks Bob for the idea <33
Chapter Sixteen
Oh no!!
Chapter Seventeen
First part is sad, next is kind of funny.
Chapter Eighteen
Eeh.....
Chapter Nineteen
Ah... The joy of psychology.
Chapter Twenty
Really short.I may be ending this soon.... But I'm going to write a sequel
Chapter Twenty-One
Oh jeez.
Chapter Twenty-Two
Oh Dear, The End is Near, But it's Not Quite Here.
Chapter Twenty-Three
This is the last chapter, kiddos. I'm going to write an epilogue and a sequel!!!!
Epilogue
3 Months Later....
Link to the sequel: