When you blink do you only find the misery weighs down your eyes?
Epilogue
Shay's POV
I was checking my emails online. Nothing to interesting, just spam.
Ring Ring
My phone. I picked it up and checked the name:
Cieran
Oh My God. It was him. My love. Despite the fact that I began dating someone else, I still loved Cieran with all my heart. I hadn't talked to him since he left Florida. About 3 months ago...
"Shay" he said softly
"Cieran.."
"I'm so sorry that I haven't called. I've just gotten so busy and everything's kind of hectic."
"How's Massachusetts."
"It's okay. The weather is totally different than in Florida."
I laughed. "Obviously..."
I bit my tongue. "I... Love You."
He sighed. "I still love you too."
"Am I ever going to get over you?"
"I don't think so. I don't think I'm ever going to get over you either."
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
He sighed, as if he was telling me someone had died. "Yes."
"What's his name."
"Jade."
"As in Puget?"
"Yeah... odd coinsidence huh? Do you have a boyfriend... or girlfriend."
"I have a girlfriend. Her name is Bella."
"That's a pretty name."
"I'll never love Bella like I love you."
"No. I'll never love Jade like I loved you."
Did he just say.. Loved me. As in past tense. I felt so incredibuly depressed.
"I'm so sorry, Shay. I've got to go. Love ya, byes."
"Love you too, Byes."
I hung up the phone. I cried a little bit. I think I need to get over him. He's obviously gotten over me pretty easily. Why is it so easy for him? Maybe I tend to shove myself in too deep sometimes. I started writing all over my stuff again.
I'll get over you....
I was checking my emails online. Nothing to interesting, just spam.
Ring Ring
My phone. I picked it up and checked the name:
Cieran
Oh My God. It was him. My love. Despite the fact that I began dating someone else, I still loved Cieran with all my heart. I hadn't talked to him since he left Florida. About 3 months ago...
"Shay" he said softly
"Cieran.."
"I'm so sorry that I haven't called. I've just gotten so busy and everything's kind of hectic."
"How's Massachusetts."
"It's okay. The weather is totally different than in Florida."
I laughed. "Obviously..."
I bit my tongue. "I... Love You."
He sighed. "I still love you too."
"Am I ever going to get over you?"
"I don't think so. I don't think I'm ever going to get over you either."
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
He sighed, as if he was telling me someone had died. "Yes."
"What's his name."
"Jade."
"As in Puget?"
"Yeah... odd coinsidence huh? Do you have a boyfriend... or girlfriend."
"I have a girlfriend. Her name is Bella."
"That's a pretty name."
"I'll never love Bella like I love you."
"No. I'll never love Jade like I loved you."
Did he just say.. Loved me. As in past tense. I felt so incredibuly depressed.
"I'm so sorry, Shay. I've got to go. Love ya, byes."
"Love you too, Byes."
I hung up the phone. I cried a little bit. I think I need to get over him. He's obviously gotten over me pretty easily. Why is it so easy for him? Maybe I tend to shove myself in too deep sometimes. I started writing all over my stuff again.
I'll get over you....