When you blink do you only find the misery weighs down your eyes?
Chapter Eight
Shay's POV
I woke up really early today. I had this horrible nightmare. Me and Cieran were swimming in the beach and he drowned and I couldn't save him. I woke up sweating and shaking. But now I'm getting dressed for school. Let's see. Black tee shirt, Black skinny jeans, and black converses. Normal. I also put on a little eyeliner (drives the ladies CRAZY but I have no need to do that anymore) and straightned my hair. Ah. Perfection. I walked outside and went towards Cieran's house. I always walked to school with him. Everyday since about 5th or 6th grade. I was waiting by the big palm tree by his house for a couple of minutes and he walked out the door. Dressed in a blue tee, denim jeans, and some pink vans slip-ons. He walked towards me and kissed me on the lips passionatly
"Missed ya"
"Missed ya too, Dear"
I put my arm around his waist and and we walked to school. I didn't care about what everyone else thought. I was happy, Cieran was happy, and screw them. That's how I'm feeling today. We finally made it to school and walked in the door. The look of HORROR on some peoples faces were priceless. Some great kodak moments right there. We heard whispers...
"Are they... together?"
"Look at the fags!"
"I didn't know Shay was..."
"OhMyGod!"
We just smiled and waved. And I went to my first hour, Spanish and he went to Science. I kissed him goodbye and half my spainish class saw. I walked in. Smiling and my good buddy, James, jumped up.
"OHMYFUCKINGGODYOUKISSEDHIMAREYOUTOOGOINGOUTIDIDNTKNOWYOUWEREGAY."
Jeez. He was really excited. I don't think he breathed through that entire run-on sentence.
I replied
"Yeah I kissed him. Yes he's my boyfriend. Yes I'm bisexual"
He looked up to me.
" THAT IS SO COOL NOW YOU GUYS CAN DO IT UP THE ASS"
I burst out laughing.
"Yeah and when we do it up the ass I'll video tape it for you, kay?:
"CHYEAH!!"
I think he thinks I was serious. Wow. Insane kid who needs Ritilin.
Anyway, Senora Lopez assigned us a activity to do in Primer Paso (a/n section one) and I started working on it and Mollie confronted me.
"Since when have you been a fag?"
I looked up at her.
"Since you've been a bitchy little girl"
She was just one of those very annoying people who you couldn't stand. And way too outspoken.
"That wasn't very nice"
"Well you called me a fag"
"But it's the truth"
"That's right, And you are a bitchy little girl"
James popped in
"He's not gay he's BISEXUAL" Accentuating the last word
The entire class look at me. Wow. I feel under the spotlight
'Ninos, get back to work, por favor"
I would if Senora Lopez heard that. Hell, that women doesn't even speak english. She probably doesn't even know what the word "fag", "gay", or "bisexual" even means. She's none to bright. Class ended and I went to English. I had that class with my Cieran. I felt much better.
I walked into class and saw Cieran sitting at his seat. I blew him a kiss and asked him how science was.
"It was... okay."
I raised my eyebrows. He sighed.
"Well... A lot of people said some nasty things about me."
I rolled my eyes. "Got called a fag too huh?"
He nodded his head.
"I-I've been called it before but... but now it's. It's true."
I grabbed his hand
"Who cares if it's true. It doesnt matter. All that matters is that you and me are together. We're happy. They don't have to be. Only us, baby. Only us."
He smiled and kissed me on my cheek. I could hear a bunch of "ewws" from the otherside of the room.
Ha. Screw them.
I woke up really early today. I had this horrible nightmare. Me and Cieran were swimming in the beach and he drowned and I couldn't save him. I woke up sweating and shaking. But now I'm getting dressed for school. Let's see. Black tee shirt, Black skinny jeans, and black converses. Normal. I also put on a little eyeliner (drives the ladies CRAZY but I have no need to do that anymore) and straightned my hair. Ah. Perfection. I walked outside and went towards Cieran's house. I always walked to school with him. Everyday since about 5th or 6th grade. I was waiting by the big palm tree by his house for a couple of minutes and he walked out the door. Dressed in a blue tee, denim jeans, and some pink vans slip-ons. He walked towards me and kissed me on the lips passionatly
"Missed ya"
"Missed ya too, Dear"
I put my arm around his waist and and we walked to school. I didn't care about what everyone else thought. I was happy, Cieran was happy, and screw them. That's how I'm feeling today. We finally made it to school and walked in the door. The look of HORROR on some peoples faces were priceless. Some great kodak moments right there. We heard whispers...
"Are they... together?"
"Look at the fags!"
"I didn't know Shay was..."
"OhMyGod!"
We just smiled and waved. And I went to my first hour, Spanish and he went to Science. I kissed him goodbye and half my spainish class saw. I walked in. Smiling and my good buddy, James, jumped up.
"OHMYFUCKINGGODYOUKISSEDHIMAREYOUTOOGOINGOUTIDIDNTKNOWYOUWEREGAY."
Jeez. He was really excited. I don't think he breathed through that entire run-on sentence.
I replied
"Yeah I kissed him. Yes he's my boyfriend. Yes I'm bisexual"
He looked up to me.
" THAT IS SO COOL NOW YOU GUYS CAN DO IT UP THE ASS"
I burst out laughing.
"Yeah and when we do it up the ass I'll video tape it for you, kay?:
"CHYEAH!!"
I think he thinks I was serious. Wow. Insane kid who needs Ritilin.
Anyway, Senora Lopez assigned us a activity to do in Primer Paso (a/n section one) and I started working on it and Mollie confronted me.
"Since when have you been a fag?"
I looked up at her.
"Since you've been a bitchy little girl"
She was just one of those very annoying people who you couldn't stand. And way too outspoken.
"That wasn't very nice"
"Well you called me a fag"
"But it's the truth"
"That's right, And you are a bitchy little girl"
James popped in
"He's not gay he's BISEXUAL" Accentuating the last word
The entire class look at me. Wow. I feel under the spotlight
'Ninos, get back to work, por favor"
I would if Senora Lopez heard that. Hell, that women doesn't even speak english. She probably doesn't even know what the word "fag", "gay", or "bisexual" even means. She's none to bright. Class ended and I went to English. I had that class with my Cieran. I felt much better.
I walked into class and saw Cieran sitting at his seat. I blew him a kiss and asked him how science was.
"It was... okay."
I raised my eyebrows. He sighed.
"Well... A lot of people said some nasty things about me."
I rolled my eyes. "Got called a fag too huh?"
He nodded his head.
"I-I've been called it before but... but now it's. It's true."
I grabbed his hand
"Who cares if it's true. It doesnt matter. All that matters is that you and me are together. We're happy. They don't have to be. Only us, baby. Only us."
He smiled and kissed me on my cheek. I could hear a bunch of "ewws" from the otherside of the room.
Ha. Screw them.