Small Painful World

Nick POV

Being a father was the best thing I could ask for. I loved Jamie to death. He was like a little mini

me. Whatever I did he would try to do the same. The best part of my day is when I come

home and see Jamie looking out the window waiting for me. He is my life and Heidi makes

me completely speechless. She is such a great mother to Jamie. In the beginning it was

tough for both of us, but she never complained. Heidi and my mom have become so close.

Which makes me really happy cause Heidi needs a mother figure in her life since her mom

is too selfish and arrogant to care. My family had been unbelievable. Jamie loves all of them

and they help out whenever they can. Kevin and Joe have been a huge part of Jamie’s life.

They were so close with him; he wanted to play with his Uncle Kevin and Joe all day, all the

time. For about a year now Kevin and Joe have been living in an apartment together. The

band has been doing well, but we stopped all the tours, cause I couldn’t deal with being

away from Jamie and Heidi for that long. I wanted to be with Heidi forever, and never let our

fire go out. So I was going to show her how much I love her………….tonight! I have Kevin

coming to pick up Jamie at seven, so I could take Heidi out for a special night. Around 6:30

Heidi started to get ready while I was with Jamie putting his PJ’s on so he was all ready for

Kevin & Joe. He was so cute; he got his shirt stuck on his head while trying to put his shirt on

himself. “Jamie, Jamie, where are you buddy, I cant see you” I said playing with him. I pulled

the shirt down as he laughed. I fixed his little messed up curls. “Guess where you are going

tonight?” I asked putting on her socks. He looked at me waiting for an answer. “Uncle Joe &

Uncle Kevin’s house” I said. His face lit up and his smile making those little dimples. Then

we herd the front door open. He looked at me then ran out of the room, and jumped into

Kevin’s arms. “JIMI-JAM” Kevin yelled while tickling Jamie.