Just Jenny!

I can do this. I can go in there and act normal...well like my usual self anyway, and notmess anything up. Okay not mess things up more than they already are...were?

New game plan: concentrate on breathing!

In.

Out.

In.

Oh, for crying out loud this is just Kevin, he's seen me in Grinch pjs! Heck he metme with coffee dripping from my hair!

Squaring my shoulders I marched up to the front door...and proceeded to stumble just as Kevin opened the front door....excellent.

“Whoa, falling for me?” WHAT?!?! Oh, smirking...it's a joke, a Joe type joke, but a joke, nice....I knewthat.

“I don't know. Would you catchme?” Moron! Why did I say that?

“Always.” he whispered before enveloping me in a bone crushing hug. “I'm sorry.”

Mmm, he smells nice...I mean, “Me too, hon. Happy birthday.” I added kissing his cheek. Oh, Lord I'm going to need help making it through today! Why does he get hottereverytime I see him?!

“What do you say we make the most of this party, and then maybe have some coffee and talk?” he asked uncertainly.

“Sounds like a plan.” I grinned letting him usher me into the house where the party was alreadyin full swing.