A Broken Rose

A drop felled down from a petal of a rose that now is dead buried under the rain that felled on the grave. While the clock stroked midnight the rain was falling heavily on the window everything seamed normal but she was wakened up by a silent scream that her heart hared. She searched the whole house but saw no one she still searched and still didn’t found anyone. She went back to sleep a vision of a rose passed in her mind a face she never saw before. He had long black hair his eyes were brown his hands were reaching for her he whispered words in her ears that she never heard before his voice was sweet as a new born rose his touch gently touched her face his hands cuddled her face gently as if he was afraid to harm her. His eyes filled with tears he sad three words that changed her life. She woke up she couldn’t remove the look in his eyes from her head it was as if her heart called for him her body screaming for his touch once again her ears wanted to hear his sweet voice again. Every day she longed to see him again in her dreams but he never came until one night as she was sleeping in her bed he came he held her tight to him as he once again whispered in her ears with his gentle voice he cuddled her hair gently, tears came in his eyes once again but this time she spoke. Her voice was like melody in his ears the most beautiful he ever heard. It filled his heart with joy, happiness and sadness. She kissed his lips he was cold she asked where he was, where could she find him but he didn’t reply. He stood silent listening looking at her as if he wasn’t going to come back again to her. Tears rolled down her face. She couldn’t understand his silence she looked deep inside his eyes she could feel his pain so deep. He looked down and sad “I saw your eyes in d dark they were shining bright I could have stood their all night I tried to escape but I couldn’t escape your look, time was never our friend, our love has no ending this time is the last time I can hold you in my arms, this night is where I tell you goodbye my dear love, I am chained in time where I cant brake free, I will watch over you as I always did.’’ And he kissed her lips gently took her in his arms and hugged her tight to him. His tears felled down on her pale skin he gave her a ring that he held from long ago he gave it as a sign of his love and there he left. When she woke up the ring was there in her finger she wandered if he is real and if she will make it threw without him beside her. Tears were rolling down her face her sorrow was deep her love was strong. But she never guessed who he was but she was sure her heart won’t stop beating for him. She needed him as roses needed water to live as the sun needed d moon and as the moon needed the rose. Years went by now days she is about eighteen years old. Her heart never stopped beating for him. She wanted him next to her. Her pain was big but it was worth. A few days passed and he came to her again in a dream he touched her skin kissed her lips once again he took her in a bed of roses where he placed her in. It was surrounded by roses the most beautiful red roses you could ever see. Her heart betted fast but she was happy he held her in his arms and In her ear he sad “ we will be together my dear, I will soon be next to you and than nothing can separates us anymore’’ and with a gentle kiss he lied her down back on her bed of roses. Tears were coming down his face he looked at her with that sweet look and left. At the morning when she woke up she heard the rain hitting the window it was cold the sun wasn’t showing she kept on thinking about him, his words where still in her mind. She kept wondering if he would really come. Days passed by and he still didn’t come. She felt cold inside the vision of his face couldn’t go away from her mind. She waited for him. The days passed. One day he came back to her in her dreams. This time wasn’t the same as the others. He went near to her and sad “ I have a rose left, a beautiful rose that I hadn’t rotten away, all the other roses dies with a touch of mine, one is left, she lies under the moonlight, in my hands’’. She crawled down on her knees she couldn’t understand what he wanted to mean. Her eyes were filled with tears. Her pain growth bigger in the meanwhile he went near her and whipped her tears away he took her head and placed it on his leg. He held her near. Her pain seamed to go away she closed her eyes and slept safe in his arms. Another month passed she was still waiting for him. His face, his smile, his voice, she couldn’t forget. He was in her mind in her soul in her heart. She felt empty without him she felt lost but her love was strong she tried to forget but it was useless he was always in her mind and heart. She wasn’t sure who he was but she was sure that she needed his love, she needed to hold him in her hands. Her mind thought about him every single day of her life. She couldn’t forget the words when she talked to him last when he sad “hello my love were meeting again” and with another tune of voice he sad “Now days I’m an old man you are a young beautiful rose your smile can light the world and your touch could kill your kiss could curse and melt even d hardest hearts of all! I love you more than anything in this world!” his voice now changed and against his will he said “you have to let me go I’m old and your so young and beautiful we were meant to be together but our ways are different alone you won’t be your angel is always with you guarding you and taking good care of you”, and so as soon as he stopped she replied “no meter the other roses are dead, no meter if your old, what is my angel for if my wings cant heal! My love for you is stronger than anything but if loving you means pain, suffering and sadness than that will be, but I will keep on fighting for you no meter what!” but before she could say another word she hared his voice saying “one day I wont be here anymore your angel guards over you and would protect you from every harm”. That night she was in her bad her thoughts were hunting her but after a while she closed her eyes and slept that night he came to her again. She was lying on the floor he went next to her and kissed her face. Tears went down his face. He couldn’t understand how he could go on without her. In the meanwhile she went near and with a gentle touch she touched his face, she took his hand and pulled him up she started kissing him and as they kissed he grabbed her from her waist and pushed her on the bed. He went on top of her. He ripped her clothes off, he started to touch her body, kissed her neck went down to her boobs then he went deep down. He went up licking her chest and as they kissed he went deep inside her as her nails went deep inside his back he went harder every time. After that night of passion and sin she woke up she was still naked in bed, she couldn’t understand how she was naked if it was only in a dream. It was noon, she was taking her clothes off to take a shower, and she noticed there were red marks on her back. She got confused how they could be shown in real life if it was only in a dream that she could hold him in that moment the window opened and a cold breeze came in d breeze was cold but in the same time warmed her heart. She went in the shower and opened the water tab, water came on her skin. As water felled on her skin she rain drops started ticking on the window. When she was ready she went out of the shower her body was all filled with drops of water she was wonderful she seamed as when the rain had washed his wonderful rose with its tears. Years passed by she wished he was near, her hope was fading. She wanted to accept the truth she fought but it seamed as she was fighting the air. Their life was passing by. The wind was cold, she longed for his warmth, and her heart searched for peace, the peace that hr heart left when she was with him. She felt dying inside, no one could have seen the tears she cried. Hope started fading away from her heart it was being replaced with depressions sadness and pain. She wondered if this pain would ever leave her heart in peace. One night her angel came to her she took her into her hands kissed her forehead and she took her to her to her love and she gave her to him to hold her in his arms. She looked to them and left them alone. She was there now in his arms all his. Her angel gave her to him to hold her another time in his arms again. They lied on their bed of roses, he held her tight to him. They hugged each other tight she kissed his lips they talked and dreamt together as it was if they were living in a fairytale. She wished that moment would never end. She was free her heart was free of its pain her heart was filled with his warmth and so once again she found peace in her heart. Times passed and now it was time for him to go back to his world so her angel showed him his way back and they both left. She woke up the next morning it was raining again she dressed in her slight dress. She looked out of the window the drops started coming down she went in her backyard the rain started falling down on her skin, her dress was all wet her body was all showing everything till the last hidden part. She closed her eyes and stood there looking up in to the sky. Her angel appeared to her she looked at her and she whispered to her “your rose was in your hands and you gave it up love was the killer of your rose but as that was the choice you choose there is no other way of return” and after those words it left. She felled down on her knees holding her head with her hands covering her face she thought about what she told her was she really ruining her rose, she couldn’t understand what was she going to do but she knew her end would had been near it was walking hand in hand with her. In that cold winter night she was there in her bed she wanted to break free from her cage of pain, heal her wings and fly away from where she was trapped. Coldness was in her heart her face was pale as snow her body was cold. She couldn’t stand the voices in her head any more. She woke up from her bed and went straight into the kitchen she took a knife and went in her backyard she went down on her knees. Her angel was right love was her killer and as she looked up to the grey sky upon her head she took her final breath and stabbed herself with the knife. Blood came out her vision was now turning to fog. Her angel appeared next to her was her love he looked deep in her eyes she tried to reach out for him but her forces where leaving her. Blood was coming out he went next to her. He held her in his arms and while kissing her forehead he told her “my sweet love lies now in my hands, she is lying down on our bed of roses where now she is dying where once there was love now there’s blood, sleep my dear take this rose its as beautiful as you take it as a sign of my love for you but now sleep my dear love sleep in my arms I will hold you tight to me, close your eyes and sleep with me”. He looked at her and saw the tears in her eyes her skin was cold her body was shivering. He closed her eyes and told her to sleep for the last time in his arms. She closed her eyes and slept, pain left her body her heart beat was slowing down bit by bit till it stopped at all now she was dead her spirit left her body there and her angle took her hand. From now on there was another life for her next to her angel. They walked their path together. She visited him in his dreams now they were again together. He touched her face, her skin was soft as the one of a new born child, he kissed her neck, and he kissed her breast he licked her chest and went down, he reached to her face and kissed her lips, he felt her deep inside as a child tasting sin for the very first time. Her body was perfect it was all he ever dreamed, her love filled his heart, her touch made his heart melt. She was his drug she was all he ever dreamt of she was all he ever wanted but he couldn’t have her. He felt her near but she was far away from him he felt her near under his skin. He was afraid to touch her skin, her skin was fragile like a rose. She was his all his but she was far away from his hands. Now it was time to go for him. She lived in his dreams. She didn’t have a life anymore she missed a few things but now she felt better she lived there in dreams next to her guardian angel.