What I wish I could Say...

This will be a two-shot, one letter to my mother, the other to my father.
They will be the things I want to say to them, the things I'm afraid to think.
Everything that I say in here will be completely true, nothing fictional.
No names will be used in this story except pen names.
There will be strong language, and a hell of a lot of hate.

You have been warned.