Trying to Stay Alive

I was released a few days later and I left New Jersey. My mom decided that we would come back to town in a week. We hadn't officially moved out so I still went to school and everything In Jersey. When we came back I went straight to Franks and everyone was there. I got hugs and kisses all around. I never wanted to leave them but in a few days I would go back To New York. I decided It was time to show someone my secret place since I wouldn't be using it anymore. I took Frank and showed him it. He thought it was cool and I told him he can use it whenever. I also told him that whenever my parents fought I would always go there. That weekend went by fast and Then I was Officially moved out of Jersey. I had to go to a new school in New York and I really didnt want to. I rather be home schooled than go to school with more preppy people here than back home. Well I guess I can't call it home...Fuck that I am still calling it home that was place I had a boyfriend that liked me alot and friends that were awesome. Maybe I could talk my mom into moving back to Jersey. I want to go back so bad.