Status: A work in progress for years and years and years ... etc

Headfirst for Halos

Maybe's

Dear you,

Yeah, I suppose a close-to-home pen friend sounds good. I would like to do something with my art skills. Maybe sell a few paintings or have my own gallery one day, but I’ll probably end up doing some boring desk job just to get the money. I’d love to paint though, or even just illustrate books or do some comics, that would be awesome cause I love drawing cartoons and making up my own characters with their own visible character. To me drawing is relaxing, I can our out emotions onto a blank white page . I can make it colourful if I’m happy or dark if I’m sad. As you can guess I have some black pages hidden in my sketch book my now. Is it the same with music?
I don't listen much to music, but I guess its just as much of an art as drawing. I could never write a song, all those chords and notes! It just seems all too complicated to me. And the words, I couldn't do that. I’m terrible at putting emotions into words and even worse at putting them out into the world for all to see. Do you write your own songs? If so, do you show them to anyone or do you keep them secret? I couldn’t bear to show just anyone my privet drawings, it would be like exposing my soul.
No, I don't really like sports, I’m awful at them. As you may have gathered, I love art more than anything.
So what about your music, what kind of things do you like? What is it like? I don’t know much about bands really, but I’d like to learn.

From Me


I tore the paper from the pad and folded it neatly, and placed on my desk. It was a start. I could get to know this mystery person. I could even have a friend, a best friend. I could share my tormented experiences with them. Tell them how i one had a friend, how he turned on my. I could tell them how i felt so awful when my grandmother died. How i felt then. I could maybe even tell them of my wall. My soul.

Maybe.