My World Turned
Chapter 1 - one shot
The way he touches Frank on stage.
The way he touches himself on stage.
It's enough to make at least one girl cream her panties.
It's enough to make at least one boy ejaculate in his.
But why Frank?
It's unfair, at the least.
Why not me?
What's so awful about me?
Am I just that repulsive?
Yet again, there was Gerard.
There was Frank.
We were performing.
Gerard was grinding himself up and down Frank.
Singing into his ears.
While Frank played.
Occassionally turning his head and kissing Gerard.
Frank doesn't love him.
No, Frank doesn't love him at all.
Frank lusts him.
Lust.
Lust is such a horrible thing.
Craving a person.
No, Frank doesn't love him.
I love him.
But of course, that doens't matter.
Why would he love me?
He can't love me.
It's illegal, for Chists sake!
Oh, how much I'd give to be able to say those three words.
Those three words that could change my life.
For better or worse.
Of course, he's just think it was brotherly love.
And then I'd have to explain.
Explain that no, it's not just brotherly love.
It's so much more than that.
'I love you'.
I suddenly stopped playing.
I didn't realize it.
Not until you looked at me.
Urging me to continue.
I nodded and sent you an appologetic look.
I was sorry.
I was sorry for everything.
I was sorry for stopping playing.
I was sorry for ruining that song.
I was sorry for not being there for you when you needed me,
I was sorry for not telling you Nana was sick.
But most of all, most of all, I'm sorry for loving you.
I'm sorry for being so disgusting.
I'm sorry sof having fantasies about me and my brother.
I'm sorry.
You had come over to me now.
I think you could tell I wasn't exactly happy.
Of course I'm not happy!
I'm wrong.
You were looking at me.
Your eyes burning into mine.
Trying to find out what's wrong.
'I'll let you know just how much you mean to me. As snow falls on desert sky,'
Of course you weren't singing it to me.
It's stupid of me to even possibly think that.
But then, your lips found mine.
I was shocked.
I stopped playing for the second time.
The crowd stopped screaming.
For just that split second,
My whole world turned.
-END-
feedback would be nice :)
The way he touches himself on stage.
It's enough to make at least one girl cream her panties.
It's enough to make at least one boy ejaculate in his.
But why Frank?
It's unfair, at the least.
Why not me?
What's so awful about me?
Am I just that repulsive?
Yet again, there was Gerard.
There was Frank.
We were performing.
Gerard was grinding himself up and down Frank.
Singing into his ears.
While Frank played.
Occassionally turning his head and kissing Gerard.
Frank doesn't love him.
No, Frank doesn't love him at all.
Frank lusts him.
Lust.
Lust is such a horrible thing.
Craving a person.
No, Frank doesn't love him.
I love him.
But of course, that doens't matter.
Why would he love me?
He can't love me.
It's illegal, for Chists sake!
Oh, how much I'd give to be able to say those three words.
Those three words that could change my life.
For better or worse.
Of course, he's just think it was brotherly love.
And then I'd have to explain.
Explain that no, it's not just brotherly love.
It's so much more than that.
'I love you'.
I suddenly stopped playing.
I didn't realize it.
Not until you looked at me.
Urging me to continue.
I nodded and sent you an appologetic look.
I was sorry.
I was sorry for everything.
I was sorry for stopping playing.
I was sorry for ruining that song.
I was sorry for not being there for you when you needed me,
I was sorry for not telling you Nana was sick.
But most of all, most of all, I'm sorry for loving you.
I'm sorry for being so disgusting.
I'm sorry sof having fantasies about me and my brother.
I'm sorry.
You had come over to me now.
I think you could tell I wasn't exactly happy.
Of course I'm not happy!
I'm wrong.
You were looking at me.
Your eyes burning into mine.
Trying to find out what's wrong.
'I'll let you know just how much you mean to me. As snow falls on desert sky,'
Of course you weren't singing it to me.
It's stupid of me to even possibly think that.
But then, your lips found mine.
I was shocked.
I stopped playing for the second time.
The crowd stopped screaming.
For just that split second,
My whole world turned.
-END-
feedback would be nice :)