Remembering February
Miracle
“ Hey how are you?”
“ Well, what do you think?” I said angrily, why am I so mad at him, he doesn’t even done anything wrong.
Well he did
I think he did
He broke my heart
“ Ouch, that hurts.” He said with a cute voice that makes me want to jump at him.
Okay that was creepy.
“ Then what do you want me to say” I challenged him, as I pulled my self to sit on the bed.
“ Hmm, let me think.”
I waited and watch his face
He’s perfect
“ Well, why don’t you say that you're not mad at me”
Crap.
How does he know that I’m mad at him?
Well I’m not mad actually
Just that I want to forget him
But I can’t
“ I’m not mad at you,” I said looking down the floor, not wanting to see the expression of his face.
Then I felt his hand on my chin and he pulled his hand so that I could see his face.
Shit shit shit
I can’t move
I can’t breathe
I can’t think
Then he leans towards my face and looked at me with his puppy eyes
“ Ryan!” Brendon said as Ryan leaned a bit closer to my face
“ Lets go home!” He said walking towards Ryan and me
He pulled away from my face
All I could do is just stare at him
“ I hope you’ll get better Zoe” Brendon said as he pulled Ryan
“ Yeah, and I hope you’re not mad at me” Ryan said as they walked out of my apartment.
I can’t say anything
I just nodded and they were gone
“ Hello? Zoe, are you okay?” Katy said
“ Huh? What? Oh yeah”
“ Okay, what the hell just happened between you and Ryan?”
“ I have absolutely no idea”I said,
still think that I was dreaming about what just happened
16th February 2008
I was smiling all day
It’s creepy I know
But what the hell, I almost kissed Ryan
At least I think I almost kissed him
But I don’t know what the hell he wants
I know that he’s still has a girlfriend
“ Zoe didn’t you hear the big news?”
“ What news?”
“ Keltie cheated on Ryan so he broke up with her this morning”
What?! Am I dreaming? But why am I happy?
I know that he’s been hurt
But I feel happy because they broke up
I’m a terrible person
Fuck.
“ Well, what do you think?” I said angrily, why am I so mad at him, he doesn’t even done anything wrong.
Well he did
I think he did
He broke my heart
“ Ouch, that hurts.” He said with a cute voice that makes me want to jump at him.
Okay that was creepy.
“ Then what do you want me to say” I challenged him, as I pulled my self to sit on the bed.
“ Hmm, let me think.”
I waited and watch his face
He’s perfect
“ Well, why don’t you say that you're not mad at me”
Crap.
How does he know that I’m mad at him?
Well I’m not mad actually
Just that I want to forget him
But I can’t
“ I’m not mad at you,” I said looking down the floor, not wanting to see the expression of his face.
Then I felt his hand on my chin and he pulled his hand so that I could see his face.
Shit shit shit
I can’t move
I can’t breathe
I can’t think
Then he leans towards my face and looked at me with his puppy eyes
“ Ryan!” Brendon said as Ryan leaned a bit closer to my face
“ Lets go home!” He said walking towards Ryan and me
He pulled away from my face
All I could do is just stare at him
“ I hope you’ll get better Zoe” Brendon said as he pulled Ryan
“ Yeah, and I hope you’re not mad at me” Ryan said as they walked out of my apartment.
I can’t say anything
I just nodded and they were gone
“ Hello? Zoe, are you okay?” Katy said
“ Huh? What? Oh yeah”
“ Okay, what the hell just happened between you and Ryan?”
“ I have absolutely no idea”I said,
still think that I was dreaming about what just happened
16th February 2008
I was smiling all day
It’s creepy I know
But what the hell, I almost kissed Ryan
At least I think I almost kissed him
But I don’t know what the hell he wants
I know that he’s still has a girlfriend
“ Zoe didn’t you hear the big news?”
“ What news?”
“ Keltie cheated on Ryan so he broke up with her this morning”
What?! Am I dreaming? But why am I happy?
I know that he’s been hurt
But I feel happy because they broke up
I’m a terrible person
Fuck.
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