Thinking Of You

"Be mine." Joe asked.
"W-what?" I asked.
"Be mine. Forever." Joe said.
"Joe, we aren't even dating. we can't get married." I said confused.
"I'm not asking you to marry me. I want to be yours, and you to be mine." He said.
I kissed him.
"Yes Joe, i don't want to be with anyone else.'' I stated.
"Good, cause i wouldn't let you." Joe smirked.

That, right there was the the scariest part of my life. I herd a gunshot. I don't mean that when Joe asked me out, i meant the gunshot.
"Joe are you okay." I asked scared.
No response.
"JOE! Are you okay?!" I was scared out of my mind.
Silence.
I turned my head to look at Joe.
Oh God no, not him. Please Lord no.
Joe was bleeding.
i took out my phone and dialed 911.
An ambulance came and picked up up, and rushed up to the hospitals.
"Carmella dear, we are going to run some tests on you, to make sure you didn't get hurt." I herd the doctor say.
"No, no no no no! Joe is hurt, not me JOE! SAVE JOE!" I screamed.
"Carmella, we are, he is in testing right now. Don't worry we know hes hurt. We just want to make sure you aren't." The doctor explained.
"So we are going to give your drugs so you will go asleep." The doctor added.

"Carm, honey wake up...." I herd a familiar voice say.
"Carm, come on." I herd it say again.
My eyes shot open.
"Where....am i...?" I was totally confused.
"What happened??" I asked.
"We are at the hospital, while you were with Joe someone shot the bus." Mrs.Jonas explained.
"Joe! Wheres Joe. Wheres my Joe." I asked.
"Sh, sweetie Joe is fine. He's in the room next to you." Nick said.
"I want to see him." I said.
"You are okay to get up and walk. You weren't hurt." The nurse to my right said.
I immediately got up and walked to the room next to mine.

"Carm...Carm...Carm baby..come on. Wake up." I herd a voice say.
"Wake up? How do i wake up, when i already am...." I asked.

All of a sudden the whole life scene changed. I wasn't at the hospital, i was in Joe's bunk.
"Joe....are you okay? Where did you get hurt." I asked franticly.
"Hurt? Carm, what in the hell are you talking about."
"Why aren't we at the hospital..." I asked.
"Carm, i don't know what you mean. We never went to the hospital." I herd Joe say.
"We didn't...." I asked.
"No, you dreamt that." Joe said.
"I dremt that? How....i don't remember falling asleep..." I said confused.
"Shh, baby its okay." Joe kissed my forehead.
"Let's start our day." I said as i kissed him.
"Wait...we are together right." I asked.
"Yes baby, you didn't dream that." Joe replied.