Sunshiner
"Everyday is a new adventure," she used to tell me as we walked down the dirt path that led to the Lake. It was summer; mud squished between our toes and the humidity was sweltering and we loved every minute of it.
There are twenty-four hours in a day. There are one thousand, four hundred and forty minutes in those twenty-four hours. And there are eighty-six thousand and four hundred seconds in those minutes. If you think about it, everyday seems like it lasts forever. And that's a pretty big adventure.
But the days are so much better if you have a little sunshine.
She had been the one who made the summer days go by so quickly and the one who made the school days pass in a torturous slow motion. She had been the one who scared me half to death when she jumped off the tree branch and into the Lake; and she had also been the one to make me do the same thing. She had been the one who made me laugh so hard that I was terrified, terrified that I was somehow going to lose this feeling. She had been my entire summer.
And then, one day, my sunshiner was gone.
- prologue
- loved to destruction
- a force of nature, like a hurricane
- tonight on devil's island
- secret path in the water
- this party's getting boring
- the stars had fallen out of the sky
- tiny flecks of sunlight
- streaks of scarlet
- the lyrics are all ***ed up
- the heart smasher
- it really ***ing poured
- another shot at childhood
- we were each other's disease
- disappear together
- the dreaming tree has died
- amidst a swirling cloud of dust
- we were in trouble
- the glory had long since faded
- I will show you how to live
- created from chaos
- make me shine even brighter
- soar up and away
- luscious and enticing and dangerous
- swept into slumber
- a swirling azure abyss
- oceans and skies and firelies
- lingering in the shadows
- they are too afraid to feel
- broken sunlight
- epilogue