The Diary of a Punk Rocker

Dear Diary,
This is my first real entry!!! Now that you know me.
I have been questioning my self so much lately. I don't feel the same way for girls that I use too. But yet I'm falling for somebody else. Yes, it's a boy, he is so cute, more like HOTT!!! I really don't want to come out and say who it is becaus ewhat if they found this. He has a mohawk, he is a little taller then me (yep we have been in the same room a number of times) , but he is married. Stupid woman stealing my man. Your a book but if somebody was to find you it would be hell.
I'm thinking about moving back to Pittishburg, PA,I miss it so much. London is getting pretty boring, so far from my family and friend, #2 is so damn cute. Well now you know who I like. But anywayI have friends here, but their not as dear to my heart as those I grew up with.
Late night in London are beautiful. The stars, the moon, everything. I'm so glad I have a balcony on my apartment. I spent my night sittin gout there , it gets lonely by yourself. I wish Chris were here, his arms holding me tight when the cold wind blew. If only he wasn't married or straightand we could be together.
Secrets eat at me so fast and so bad, This is why I had to write it down, this will give a slight release till I can tell one of my cats Sweet or Sqeaks. Then I will have to tell a human.
Love, Peace,
XOXO Justin Sane XOXO