Forever Lost . . .

Why!

where are we? i asked ciriously
FAY! i havent ben gone that long have I!?
what?
you dont remeber my old house?
. . . . um, no, said ay rbbing the back of her head
Andrea rolled her eyes,
typical fay, she said smiling,
tein smiled out the window,
despite the fact that people wanted me to be put in the nut house
despite the fact that my life may never be the same
desite the fact that i have riud so many peoples lives
i felt happy
heppier then i have felt in a long long time

we pulled up at an old, old two story farm house with a granny flat out back,
Fay you get the granny flat theres cloths and such in there already. said Andrea, getting out of the car,
w-wait how long will i have to stay here for? i asked
Fay this isnt your nomal everday delema, said Andrea walking up to the door and unlocking it
you'll be going to court and fighting a battle for your freedom, Said Tien sadly
i got a gut renching feeling, not one for safty or becuase somethign bad was about to happen
but becuase something bad is happening
and is all my fualt.
Andrea sighed walking in to the lounge room/open room, then went in to the kitchen,
heres the keys to the granny flat, said Andrea, handing them to Fay. she then turned to Tien
so tien fay want some tea?
um yes please, he siad sitting at the table,
no thanks. i said quietly
(was it just me or are they acting strange i mean we were just chased by people and she's asking me weather or not i want tea?)
so hows the girlfriend? she asked tien
good, good, where gonna go out on friday,
Andrea nodded, and turned to me,
want some cake?
i shook my head, something was deffiently up
. . . . . . . .
im going to go out side, i said quietly, and walked slowly outside,
as soon as i was out side htough i ran for the granny flat my tears falling,
man i cried i cry alot
i could barley get the key in, but once i did i went in and fell on the bed in a mass of sobs
my nsides where burning, they where being clawed out, by a monster
the monster that previuosly destroyed my life
why! why!why!, why is thishappening to me!?

most people, only see inblack andwhitewe have a short sight,
but the people who see in colors
see everyhting,
they live to te fullest
or sometims they see to much color
and decide not to live
they wish to see in black an white