Your Silver Bullets Won't Save You Now

I looked back over my work and smiled.

These lyrics meant something to me.

They spoke my deepest and Darkest feelings.

I walked down the streets of deserted London.
Not another soul in sight.
The savage beast scared them away,
the ones that stayed killed.

But who was this beast that scared the people
murdered and broke peoples hearts.
It was I. I'm a monster in a girl's body.

But i feel guilt yet i continue with the deed's.
Murdering. Saluter. Homicide.
No matter what words they use it means the same.

Monster.

I walk these streets alone.
looking for the love. I once had.
The compassion i shared with others.
But no.

I killed it all. Destroyed it.

For i am a monster.

The darkness is my only friend.
Oh how i love it.
Cold empty and lonely.

My life summarized in less than a sentence.
Pathetic. But still i search.

For the boy i once knew.
Caused too flee because of me.
I could not have him.

With out him I'm a monster who deserves too die.
My time has come.

The black water swirls below me.
Cold and crisp wind battered at my cheeks sending my black hair flying.

For this was the end.
Where humanity could be safe.
And me away from the one i love.

"Remember me." Was all i whispered before i jumped.

I felt weightless and hit the water in a matter of seconds.
I let it drown my lungs and engulf me.

Forever in the cold lonely darkness, i call death

Oh how the darkness calls too me.

"Ladies and Gentlemen Please may I have your attention" Mr. Hardwood, our head teacher called out.

We all looked up at the principle everyone looking at him.

But not me.

I looked at the boy behind him.

His eyes locked with mine.

I felt a weird vibe coming off him.

"This is Maxwell. He is a new student and I want you all to make him feel welcome. I shall leave you now." Mr.Hardwood said leaving the room.

Our teacher started rambling about us all being one 'big happy family'.

"Right you can go sit next too.......Carta."

What?