Slip Into The Tragedy

I had the procedure, it was a success as I was hoping for it to be.
The week long wait seemed like a year. I was sure I would go insane by the end of it.
Lucky for Gerard and the boys the tour was over, they were so worried they were barely themselves.
Gerard held my hand on the way to the hospital.
Frank and Mikey rode with us, with Ray and Bob in Bobs car behind us.
We both needed the band for support.

We were all sitting in the doctors office.
There were only four chairs. I sat on Gerard's lap while an uncomfortable looking Bob got Frank on his lap.
Frank made it worse by rocking back and forth on Bob, I watched Bob. His eyes rolled into the back of his head a little while Frank continued to rock in his lap.
I stopped watching them as a smirk grew on my face.
The doctor walked in, my smirk vanished.
My heart started pounding in my chest as I gripped Gerard's hand tighter.
"I'm sorry these DNA tests take so long"
The doctor said as he took his seat. He had a manila folder in his hands.
The sheet of paper inside could make, or break my entire life.
The doctor opened the folder, he pursed his lips as he read the information.
He shut the folder and set it down on the table.
I held my breath waiting for the answer.
"The tests say, that Gerard Way is the biological father of this baby"
The guys cheered.
I smiled widely as I looked at Gerard.
He beamed at me "I'm gonna be a daddy!"
I nodded happily "We're going to have a family!!"
I locked my mouth to his.
My family with Gerard was really happening.
We pulled away and thanked the doctor before standing up to walk outside.

We drove home in silence, alone.
We were too wrapped up in our happy thoughts to say anything.
Gerard couldn't keep the smile off his face.
A thought occurred to me as we pulled up to our house.
"Gerard" I started as I shut my door, waiting for him to reach me.
"Mhmm?" He hummed, meaning for me to continue. We walked up to the front door before I finished.
"Did you want to have this baby before, or after we're married"
My hand automatically dropped to my stomach.
He thought about that for a second as he shut the door behind us.
"It doesn't bother me, I get you and our baby in the end anyways"
He smiled at me, that was adorable!

I followed him into the kitchen to make coffees
"Well, I wouldn't mind doing it the right way, but I would want it before I started showing"
Typical girl I was, I didn't want to look fat at my wedding.
"You're only a month along, you start showing at what.. three months? We can have it before you start to show but it'll take a lot of planning as it's soon"
I didn't know when I would start showing, I don't think I was now.
But that gave me another thought, stress. If I wanted a healthy baby I couldn't do it before it was born.
"Hmm. I don't want that type of stress, after the baby is born will be fine"
He kissed my cheek.
"Whatever you want"
I want him and this baby.
I smiled at the fact I also get both in the end.