Tell Me Girl, How's Your Edge?

I never expected to fall in love. I never asked for it either. I stumbled upon the door to it and walked in. Like jack the skeleton in The Nightmare Before Christmas when he walked into the door to Christmas town. It happened, not that I’m complaining. But, what to do when your life is built on a lie and your loved one knows more of the lie than the truth? Where do you turn when all your friends wonder why you’ve changed so much? I’m pretty sure this personality I was born with Rachel died; or more like a name that never bloomed..