Peoms..

I try not to hurt,
I try not to feel,
The deep heartwrenching pain,
As I try,
Try not to cry,
I feel my eyes,
Fill with tears,
I try to hold them in,
Try not to allow them to fall,
But they continue to
Run down my face,
I try to stop the pain,
I even try to stop the tears,
As they fall down my face like rain.
But the pain is too great,
I grit my teeth,
And hope nobody notices,
The tale-tale signs,
Of my broken heart,
I try not to think of him...
But even as I try,
Other thoughts alude me,
I can only think of
The love I have apparently lost.
The love I long for,
Betrayed, alone, and confused.
I try not to hurt,
I try not to feel,
But most of all,
I try not to cry,
Even as my eyes fill with tears,
But at least...
I tried.