Peoms..

One of them is lying to me..
But which one should I trust?
The handsome smiling friend I've come to care too much for?
Or the girl I hardly know, the one I always see crying.
The obvious awnser would be the friend
Would it not?
But he's a guy and everytime I've trusted a guy..
Well the pieces of my heart still lay scattered on the floor.
But they say she is known for lies,
And he prides himself in his honesty.
True I've yet to ask this of him but I fear,
Is what she said true?
Will I be able to handle the truth?
Behind which face
Hides the lie?
Which face holds the loyal heart?
Why does it seem I'm always in this type of situation?
Should I confront him?
Ask him if the words she said were true?
Or leave it be?
Do I leave the hurtful sting of her words
To fester and eventually consume my every thought?
Or do I brush them off like the lightly falling snow?
Do I treat it like a splinter and pull it off quickly
So as to ease the pain?
Which smiling face hides the dreadful lies?
If in truth what she said had value and meaning.
How then shall I react?
Should I storm away and never speak to him again?
Should I nod and say Yes it's true?
Should I run away crying?
Or throw the newly purchased gift at his head?
Behind which faces hide the lies?
In whose heart do the rumors dewell?
Which of them would look me in the eye and tell me a boldface lie?
Can I even handel the truth?
How could it hurt so much when I'm not even sure if it's the truth?
Why do I even care!?
This is it!
I'm giving up on you and me.
This is my confession.
I'm done.
I give up.
You win.
I loose.
I will do my thing you can do yours.
I think I know which face hid the lie.
It was mine all along...
The lie was thinking you could ever care for me...