Peoms..

I lay alone in the bedroom
Missing your sweet, wonderful voice,
And your handsome, handsome face.
As I lay here I wonder;
What could have been?
What would've happened had I done things diffrently?
Would you still be mine?
Would you be holding me now?
As I sob tears of sadness and loss.
Or would you stil be holding that gun?
Training for war?
I sit here and I pray,
I pray for your saftey,
I pray that you'll come home unharmed,
And that you'll give me a second chance.
I lay here and I beg,
I beg my heart to stop breaking,
I beg the tears not to fall,
I beg myself not to think of you,
Not to love you.
I realize as I lay here,
I can't stop my heart form breaking,
Can't stop my tears form falling,
Can't not think of you,
Can't not love you,
So I lay alone in the bedroom,
Thinking of how it used to be,
How we could have been,
And would have been.