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Status: I know I havent up dated in FOREVER, I'm sorry, but as soon as I can I will!

Eleven Years Hit The Dead Spot

I've Lost My Fear...

I called Mikey-Yo and told him I’d seem him in a little.
I got dressed in black skinnies and a black shirt that said, You Had Me At Hell…no?

I arrived at the ‘concert’ he told me to come to. I went to the back to have the guard stop me.
“Where do you think you’re going?” he asked in a macho tone.
The door open and a Mikey came out.
“It’s okay she’s with me,” he told him and he came over to me. “You came a little to late, just go to the front out there” he pointed “ and go to the very front. You’ll hear us play.” he smiled and I nodded in return

I made my way to the center of the crowed and awaited for them to play.
I saw five figures coming out, the drummer was already behind them, the guitarist, the other guitarist, and the bass player…Mikey, the lead singer came up to the mic, he looked through the crowed; he looked way into the back then he hollered.
“We! Are! My! Chemical…” he awaited for the crowed to finish it.
“ROMANCE!” they screamed back, but only I didn’t.
He started to sing.
They played various songs till one thing.
“This is a song I dedicated to one of my long lost friends, I wish I could see her again. But I have no idea in hell where she is. Anyway here it is.”
He got a crazed look in his eyes, but with slight hurt as well.
“What you did to me, what I’ll do to you. You get what everyone else gets…you get a life time! OW!.” he jumped around stage banging his head as he did.
“Do you remember back then when we meet you told me this gets harder, well it did! Been holding on forever. Promise me that when I go you’ll kill my enemies’ .
The damage you’ve inflected to temporary wounds. I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole. We never got that far,
this helps me to think all through the night
bright lights that won't kill me now, or tell me how
just you and I, your starless eyes remain.

Hip Hip Hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep
lay still like the dead
from the razor to the rosary
we could lose ourselves
and paint these walls in pitchfork red

I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

This hole you put me in
wasn't deep enough
and I'm climbing out right now
you're running out of places to hide from me
when you go
just know that I will remember you
if living was the hardest part
we'll then one day be together
and in the end we'll fall apart
just like the leaves change in colors
and then I will be with you
I will be there one last time now

When you go just know that I will remember you…”
He stopped and looked at me in the front row.
He held the microphone steady as he looked at me, his eyes were to very seemlier…he softy started again.
“I’ve lost my fear of falling, I will be with you, I will be with you…” he stared into my eyes as I did his, without even saying a goodbye to the crowed, he practically ran off the stage…